STUPID!

Okay so this is getting unmanageable.
There's chaos everywhere. Or is it kaos. I don't care. I just know this is not okay. There's chaos inside. Nothing is in order. Everybody is numb. Or aren't they?
Some of them smoke weed. Others do other drugs. But they get really angry when they don't have drugs. If they want to do drugs then go ahead as long as they don't annoy me. They say the weed helps and it sort of does because we sort of relax when we're high but there are like a lot of people fronting.
THE THING IS that I am SO angry at the drug dealer because he's ran out of weed and now Gia has gone CRAZY! She is seeking for a new dealer she's TOTALLY DESPERATE she can't go without weed for even a SINGLE DAY!
I also feel the funny feeling of not having weed but even though she just smoked the last she had a while ago I can feel her anxiety about not having any more.
I JUSt WANT THIS TO STOP i don't know if weed is addictive they say it's not BUT i think it really is because it feels HORRIBLE to think about it.
i really hope she finds a dealer but her dealer is an ASSHOLE because he can't be ****ing serious about this business!! He's too dumb to be a successful dealer! He's the only dealer I've ever heard of who goes dry for long periods of time.
I DON'T EVEN CARE I JUST WANT GIA TO STOP THIS
Christine

many states and countries are now legalizing marijuana for medical/mental health purposes. maybe you can check to see if your location has this service. if it does you can get a special card and a list of safe places to get what you need every month. this way you dont have to worry about finding new dealers every time.

Hey hun, weed is not physically addictive, but if one is to spin a reality of coping around the use of weed, it can be very psychologically addictive. We're a bunch of alcoholics but we've all done recovery a few times, so we know that it's just an illusion, basically a hard habit to break. Being that we don't exactly have great coping skills, or they're spread out into a crowd what little we have, addictions come to easy for us. Sad but true. May I suggest a voluntary outpatient program to get some counseling on addictions? It's worked wonders for me, because it got everyone involved.

The drug problem in "me" does worry me as well. I'm confused when I read all of these messages, as I was aware of the "weed sortage" but I didn't think I'd get this altered.
I admit that it all started because of me, it was me who did the drugs first and apparently "Gia" got ahold of the addiction.
Maybe it were the drugs what caused this demential things that happen to my self.
Tom