Mother/Father days

May 10, 2015, 04:01 PM

Possible trigger:

. Pay homage to your number one abusers that "disciplined" you for the first 18 years of your life. The heavy hand to the wide leather belt to whatever they can grab, all in the name of "you kids are going to be raised right!" Never mind the drunk, I'll fix you! Wham bam thank you man, thousand alters later...

I hate these holidays. Everyone else is having so much fun, I'm reminded of the hell I crawled out of. Nuff said. I'm triggering myself bad.

Angelique67 · May 10, 2015, 04:57 PM

It is gruesome to remember it all. I just got off the phone with my mother. She's just old now. I don't know what she remembers. It's over and that's that.

May 10, 2015, 06:18 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

It is gruesome to remember it all. I just got off the phone with my mother. She's just old now. I don't know what she remembers. It's over and that's that.

I wish it was as easy as "over and that's that". It has shattered and fractured my entire life. I just know it happened. The details are like not available. I wasn't equipped to deal with the stress and trauma. If I was able to, I'd just say see ya and forget ya..live long and prosper. FAIL

Other things has happened too that my alters aren't telling me, but that's another story, I think. I don't know.

Angelique67 · May 10, 2015, 07:03 PM

Sorry, I just meant my phone call was over and that was that. I also have a lot of damage I can't fix.

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