[wheredidthepartygo]

this could be really triggering
been trying to prove i'm ready for them to show me some things that happened
(it's just so hard for me to believe what they tell me/that they're even real when i've got so little to go on)
anyway they delivered, remembered

Possible trigger:

my dad making me put a syringe full of water (with no needle) inside his urethra (is it called that on a penis?)
and it was so weird cause i was like "well that must be some kind of strange mix-up cause i've never heard of anyone doing anything like that ever before" i couldn't even remember what a urethra was called or anything
and that was yesterday but just now a part that handles sex came forward and filled me in on our long-standing urethral "interest"

anyway i'm trying to prove i believe them so i wrote it here so they'll trust me more

[CANDC]

Not sure what your intention was in posting this but am glad you put a trigger on it. Have you talked to your therapist about this? By the way the procedure you mentioned risks contaminated the urinary track leading to a UTI.

[wheredidthepartygo]

our host doesn't believe any of the bad things that happened actually happened or that any of the memories are real
i'm impartial about it and think it doesn't matter but our host wants to remember more things because she's convinced that if she keeps remembering things eventually one will show up that she'll believe (i think she knows it's real but isn't ready to face it... she really wants to though)
so with this one she was told about it and then to try and get everyone to believe she believed them she posted it on here (only place we could all think of... the courage of telling someone while completely anonymous)
so at the time of posting the triggering content was needed (to build internal trust) but now it's no longer needed
however i can't figure out how to edit my original post

[Lady Lindsey]

Defiantly worth talking to your Therapist about

[sabby]

Originally Posted by wheredidthepartygo

our host doesn't believe any of the bad things that happened actually happened or that any of the memories are real
i'm impartial about it and think it doesn't matter but our host wants to remember more things because she's convinced that if she keeps remembering things eventually one will show up that she'll believe (i think she knows it's real but isn't ready to face it... she really wants to though)
so with this one she was told about it and then to try and get everyone to believe she believed them she posted it on here (only place we could all think of... the courage of telling someone while completely anonymous)
so at the time of posting the triggering content was needed (to build internal trust) but now it's no longer needed
however i can't figure out how to edit my original post

I just wanted to let you know that even if the memory isn't triggering for you or any insiders anymore, it may be triggering for other PC members to read, so it's a very good idea to use the trigger icon and use the trigger code.

Learning about one's past can be and should be a slow, step by step process. It sounds like that's how it's going right now. Trust is important and hopefully soon she will come to trust those inside who hold the memories and them to trust her as well.

I wish you all well!

[CalmingOcean]

Yikes... Why would you have to even do that??

Possible trigger:

I don't get why someone would shoot water up their urethra??

[amandalouise]

Originally Posted by CalmingOcean

Yikes... Why would you have to even do that??

Possible trigger:

I don't get why someone would shoot water up their urethra??

for some people its a cleansing situation..... years ago it was believed this for males and females prevented infections.

Possible trigger:

In males it also cuts down on "smegma", in males its also a functionality that having a full bladder causes certain bodily reactions. hence why when men first wake up in the morning, some are flag wavers so to speak.