Hi everyone. It seems like everything triggers me. Enviroment..situations...thoughts...people...events...relations...what's on tv...it's so crazy.

Is this normal? One minute I'm this then in a second I'm that...I can tell (aware??) when who is up but have no control...but become who's up...

Conversations bring changes. Someone asks me about my day...then the other that did the day steps up...then another person asks me about interior design, then another steps up...now we're in a club or bar...then we go shopping!!!

It's so mind numbing. It's like my day becomes a mush mash of lights and sound but no concrete memory...

When I get home and sit on my sofa that I'm able to decompress and relax that I now realize that the day is done...and it's like a blank. It's like I just got here.

We switch mid sentence often... Like now I feel like I'm ready to invade the Amazon. We will kill...

Commercial.. We are okay.

I'm ready for sleep. People trigger me...certain people get certain egos. Leggo my ego.....

It's a lifetime. I'm like 27... But we look 47 in the most wrong way (no secret...it's like so wrong).

It's like we are the same but all different. My mom is in the next room...but I feel she's not...it's so confusing...what's going on here.

I've got work to do tomorrow, I can't stay up much later.

I feel we have a switching problem ...

I mean, as an elder, according to normalness...this isn't normal.

My nails look like crap...I need a manicure. I'm waiting to everyone to go to sleep so that I can work on them because for some reason they think I'm weird to do my nails...wait till they get a girlfriend...

Fck..like we are connected but different. I'll give it that. Like I care my nails are perfect...but it's really nice..,Go Broncos!

My partner has another beee'er! . Too bad she's not a lesbian, or we would have so much fun!!!

Okay, it's been an hour or so so far and this is a little hard to swallow for me...but. Feel choked up..

They won't let me paint color on my nails but not high gloss to make them shiny.

It's better than nothing...even though a light pink would look great, but...

At least I Epilator my arms and legs..they're so soft and smooth.

Ugh. Denvers losing. See what I got to put up with? No wonder we watch 3 movies at a time.

There welcome to our world. We know that there are others...and boy is it annoying.

Now the kid is being a deck. I'm trying so hard to be nice and walk away. It's turned into abusive kid.

I'm hungry.

We just ate...can I fix you something? Ummmmmmm..Burger King.

Not

Then no

This is stupid recording our thoughts, whose running this?

Ugh...gross beer.

Well I cooked an awesome dinner...fix your own.

My leg itches
I'm hungry

Cheese sandwiches coming up! Brb

Omg...that was so awesome! Sarah is the best cook ever...we just had bow tie pasta in garlic tomato sauce smothered in cheddar sauce and cheddar sprinkles with rooster sauce...2 helpings!

Earlier we had pan fried pork loin with smothered onions with gravy with cheddar potato sides...were getting too big.i can tell every time I see us in a mirror.

Awww, our little chihuahua needs some lovin.

The guys devoured a fridge full of food and watched some football.

I pet our poor blind chihuahua and tried comforting it...

I feel full.

I'm going to sleep, I hope they do too. We're usually awake by 3:30 am talking, fussing and tripping.

I e got no idea.

My, what a busy lot we were. If each of us had a color that shined when we present...we'd look like a flashing rainbow!

[LostOne369]

And I really like to hear from them...they have so much to say!

Originally Posted by LostOne369

And I really like to hear from them...they have so much to say!

Awww, how sweet!

It's a romper room up here, too many directions. We tend to trance and daze out a lot....too many blank stares. We mains pretty much maintain most of the body control....or they'll lock us up!

[LostOne369]

Well all of you are very brave to come talk here - mine are afraid right now. They are watching the brave ones. I told them about this place.

Originally Posted by LostOne369

Well all of you are very brave to come talk here - mine are afraid right now. They are watching the brave ones. I told them about this place.

Awwww...

We have been in hiding forever, and this forum has helped us come out of our shell.

I mean...there is no where else we can express ourselves? The luxury of being anon also helps the comfort level. We've actually have become bolder and not too bothered over being our real selfs.

Of course...we've had our online moments where we fought and tore each other up...in full public view...but we got strength out of it.

Suzy doesn't come out anymore because she doesn't want to trigger anyone bad by the southern way she talks.

Online is just reserved for some of us because that's our thing. I'm Shelly, and I've been posting for us now, but we tend to slip between others as we go.

I hope this helps you in some way.

Hi. First off, I'm not to thrilled about all this. Me and the others just don't like the fact that there are others. But what can you do? They just won't go away.

So....a system needs to be a corporate set up with me as CEO because I will lead us to utter victory and profits, as long as we don't have to really talk to anyone.

Thanks Steve, we'll keep that in mind.

[Shaly78]

Money make the world go round....Supervisor managers dont wont a person that cant do the job....I will sit on the pine....I am disabled!

[LostOne369]

Money and profit does not make happiness. Especially if it means isolation?

Money worries do cause a lack of happiness. So its not that money makes happiness, but it does help to prevent a lack of happiness\ security

Yes, Steves got his own ideas on how to run things...he's already tried...it's no fun. It allows him to hog facetime and we look like a zombie and pissed off all the time. He can be mean. We won't allow it anymore.

I don't like Steve. He's not nice. Told me to shut up and pushes me away. I just wanted ice cream. That's all.

Aw hey, Im sorry Steve is mean to you. I thought he was kinda cool when he was talking, but definitely not if he's mean to you. I quite like a good sparring partner --- I'll look Steve up next time I'm in the mood! x

C'mon now, Steve's not that bad, true he can be an xxx, but that's his job...motivater, gets the ball rolling, drive. He's impatient and does not screw around....not much of a people person. He just lacks empathy. We wouldn't be where we are today without him. We got others for caring and stuff. Let's not knock Steve. He means good, just doesn't know how to show it, really.