[speedshoes]

So someone is doing this to me, they know me, but I do not know them... and I should mention I'm disabled from pure exhaustionn and I keep interpreting sounds/voices as negative comments or signals. And tips on how to get this away??

[amandalouise]

Originally Posted by speedshoes

So someone is doing this to me, they know me, but I do not know them... and I should mention I'm disabled from pure exhaustionn and I keep interpreting sounds/voices as negative comments or signals. And tips on how to get this away??

um not sure what you mean... but Im going to take a guess based on reading other posts you have wrote...

from another post of yours it says you are in a mental facility. so based on that Im taking a guess that you feel like those at the facility are taking possession of your body when you are asleep? is that it?

if so in my location that would not fall into the mental disorder DID. here where I am the term possession in the diagnostic criteria is a cultural term that some cultures use to describe who is in control of the body...

example in my native american culture we say "Rainy is in possession of the body", where as non native american's would say "rainy took control of the body". both mean the same thing just worded differently due to cultural language differences.

the diagnostics do not mean possession as in ghosts spirits or others hop into our body's like you see on tv horror shows.

my suggestion is if this continues to bother you talk with one of the staff at the mental facility you are in, they will be able to help keep you safe during the night so that no one can hurt you.

[lowinmood]

What's happening for you?

[speedshoes]

I feel a presense in body and then my life force is killed off. Consider this an episode of X-files.. it's a really unusual situation I've put myself in. It involves a natural kind of magic I guess. I'm in a little room in a psychiatric institution. (not joking btw)

[speedshoes]

To elaborate, I do not know how they manage to do this remotely.

What's happening for me is that I feel a presense in my body, and then my lifeforce is terminated. I guess a certain amount of natural magic is involved.

I'm sorry that this is happening to you, but I don't do or know magic, or who "they" is. What I do know for me personally is that my condition is a product of early childhood trauma and abuse that created the "others" that are head mates in this body. I hope that you find the answers and relief that you need.

[amandalouise]

Originally Posted by speedshoes

I feel a presense in body and then my life force is killed off. Consider this an episode of X-files.. it's a really unusual situation I've put myself in. It involves a natural kind of magic I guess. I'm in a little room in a psychiatric institution. (not joking btw)

I see, in my location (the USA) X file type possession and possession through magic rules ...out.... having a dissociative disorder.

it rules in mental disorders that are in the delusions, hallucinations, magical thinking, psychosis mental disorders like schizophrenia.

my suggestion is let your treatment providers know you feel like you are being possessed by aliens and possessed through magical ways and they will adjust your medications so that these possessions stop.

[Shaly78]

Speedshoes, you are going to have to get a journal, and type one example of what your talking about? Are you repeating your internal dialogue? I have evidence to the contrary that you might not be schizophrenia, something I've gone through....Are you apart of therapy that is outside the confines of the therapist office creating like a double whammy effect? Aww okay, ain't nothing you can do about that beside cope with what is. I've gotten lawyer involved in my case and no one wants to tackle the core issue. I believe everything you said speeshoes, hang in there and be strong.

[Shaly78]

Do you remember where it started? Where you in a therapy group or individual session that got rid of you? Is that someone your around certain ones seem to know without you knowing them? Do they bring forth your life alters included that it seems like your always retraumatized or rapid cycling? They don't know they are doing it though...If you can hang on to that you should be fine its mostly a way for you to notice your system...Don't try to explain it though it makes it worst.

It's okay your not alone....There trying to get further proof that you have DID and not schrizophrenia...For me, there was no one that could save me or explain I had to figure it out on my own...It was very dangerous and nearly costed me my family literally, so be careful....Journal everything so that they leave you alone......It like someone is blow up words in a person that your near that you all didn't speak, provoking you to share and tell your story to strangers, right? They say keys words that remind you of your life the things you do on social media etc.... I've learned how to deal with it so should you....Therapist or hush hush about it... Yes, its so unexplainable that the only logical explanantion is magical....Anyway, no one is going to believe you except me.... If you want to PM with specific examples I can let you know what I done to cope with it.

1. you feel that your a victim of cyber stalking
2. a stalker
3. mental illness (well we know that already, me also because I can relate)
4.A cult
5. Magical explaination
6. Secret society
7. Blacking out issues...
9. Your normal a way to deflect the true issue

Like I said all of these probably are issues that you can't put your finger on, so they put it off as your mental ill first before even giving you credit that something is going on...

What I've found that helps is lawyers, later on when it came to disability and employment discrimination issues. I think you said in the post that your disabled already.

[speedshoes]

Cyber stalking is possible dude, lots of fear in this equation. I think I'll let this thread rest a bit, but thanks for all your replies.

It's weird, I get paranoid too. Especially when I feel sounds and things are meant to intimidate me, it freaks me out and pisses me off. Like I need an enemy, I got one upstairs that screws with me all the time. It ain't the bipolar, because I gots pills. It has to be fear from one bleeding through.

"Default Re: Functional Possession of dream state
To elaborate, I do not know how they manage to do this remotely. What's happening for me is that I feel a presense in my body, and then my lifeforce is terminated. I guess a certain amount of natural magic is involved."

Sounds like switching if your switching. No magic, just psycho mumbo jumbo. Sometimes to me it feels like something eases on in and takes over the body, bit by bit, much like putting on a glove- if I was to call it possession, that would be it, but I know better, it's an other.

Whatever, get better.

[speedshoes]

I'm sure the explanation is really simple once I just work the mystery out. But yeah the only impediment is that I'm quite quite disabled as I mentioned. It's like I'm being put on a test where I'm being given punishment just up to the breaking point again and again. At which poit I have to recuperate by walking around like a zombierobot drinking coffee for a while.

Either that or I'm just a recovering disassociate (lol?)... And I have a boring kind of dissociation (not MPD).

I just keep on dying every day...