[Shaly78]

I will never keep confidentialy! Never!

I'm currently being humialted in group therapy individual therapy outside of therapist office and everyone....

I will never keep confidentiality for this reason at....

Therapist for Domestic Abuse survivors
over in Elkins Parks, Pa
Deanna Lin

Stacy
Liz
....I will never keep confidentialy at all ......never so much hurt !!!!!!!!


THE GUIDELINES FOR TREATING DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER AND POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER IS NOT WHAT I WENT THROUGH AND NO ONE UNDERSTANDS SO I EXPOSE IT ALL....

CAUSE U KNOW WHY WHEN IT FINALLY GOT TIME TO LET MY MOM KNOW SOMETHING WAS WRONG SO MUCH HAD HAPPENED SHE WAS TOTALLY SCARED TO GET THE POLICE AND INVOLVED...ALL MY STORIES AND MEMORIES HAD GOTTEN TRAPPED INSIDE COMPARENTMENTAILIZED TO WHERE IT MADE NO SENSE....IF U SNEEZE TO MUCH THEN I'm TELLING....

I WILL NOT BE ABUSE IN NO THERAPIST OFFICE OR GROUP AT ALL AGAIN...

I'm sorry that this is happening to you. Confidentiality is suppose to make the group a safe place for one to open up and share their hurt and pain. Also, it's nobodies business as to who is there.

I for one can't see any good of group therapy for treating this condition. There are too many variables to be considered per client and this is such a personable condition that strikes at the very core of an individual's person.

Are you in a mental hospital? We did group therapy as a general must do thing twice a day. Being with other patients of varying conditions can be harsh...it all depends on the crowd. I hope that things eases up and gets better for you.

[Shaly78]

PTSD isn't the same as DID as the uninformed women at Grady Hospital a year ago stated when I disclosed being DID, but only because I was being outed every where every where I thought this is what everyone wanted!!! They brained washed me into this psychological torture so when i'm very overt it must be a reason why something has happened....Actually though Always changing it was the best decision I could ever make to return back up North, to Philadelphia! There is no way you can know everything that happen from 2011 up until now, but believe me it was all this secrecy and someone plans who preyed on my lack of understanding that lead to all this hurt so when it got time to let my mom in on what all that was happening I couldn't basically cause it was locked up inside!!.....I tell everything!!! especially if I feel like someone might have to fight my battle or least a paper trail for lawyers etc.

Actual you can repeat the inner dialogue only when you know they might be diagnosing you in mental hospital....Alwayschanging cause that is when a lot of systems get worse enough to get diagnosed when things are that bad, baby I was high functioning for a long time....

I'm not suicdical just free!

Yes, our system crashed, too...about a year ago. We weren't high functioning, we just functioned enough to get by, so we really didn't have that far to fall.

Nobody knows about my condition except some of my family today who like freaked out over hearing this, and my pdoc who could careless. I had a T for a moment, but I have to have money to use her and she won't help till I do to be able to have a continuous flow of appointments.

I'm glad that you are happy to be back in Philly, and it sounds like you went through hell before then, I'm so sorry.

I can see what you mean for a paper trail....you go girl!