Tons of views...why? Curious...please say

Hey y'all, I get the interest in this condition because I'm like very much interested too, but who are you?

Are y'all like students? Am I a lab rat under obvo? Actually, I don't mind myself...I kinda like the attention... It's so kinky like...

Skip that, Bobbie jumped in at that last moment!

Check this out, we don't care who you are for we don't care who we are,
We are who we are and you are who you are...but who are you? Who are we?

Me love being viewed...wanna see my flower? My flower blooms big and wide and in bunches...what does yours?

I can be your most wanted desire, or the worst mistake in your life. I can be what you want me to be....I am energy.

I'm not scared to be what you want to see. I'm not scared of being me. Ask the Others because they same feel.

I'm more than you can handle...I'm more than life can be. I'm total evil or am I total good? It's not me to decide because I was born and made this way.

Judge me I don't care because I've judged me more than you would dare.

I'm one and I'm all...I'm all of you between us all. You don't scare me I'm not scared.

Pain and evil I've endured, you are nothing but flesh and blood easily bled, words may hurt but it just shows your stupidious ignorance and I scab well..

So do we inspire, amuse, or intrigue? Please let us know. Just curious.

- glutton (to add..lI love pain and anger, bring it on beeches)

Okay...after a few days of obvo....I must scare you.

No prob, a few of us is scared of us, too! :P

Hug!

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I look because there is very little traffic in this forum. I have DID also. Usually your posts have nothing that interest me, so i dont reply.

I have DID and usually read most posts in this subforum too.

Also, I think every time one of you views the post the count goes up too. So sometimes many of the view counts are your own.

I view most posts in this forum because I appear to have some kind of DIDishness and I need to understand what is happening to me.

Sherry: lol, I know, right?

Yes, but this doesn't explain the hundreds. I don't look at our posts that often, only to check for spelling or see what an other wrote.

Theres not all that much to really say about it because it is a straight up pretty specific condition, tramau-dissociation-alters- living and dealing with it. If there was a pill....

the tons of views shows not only members viewing posts. think back before you found this site how did you find it? by googling something that matched what is on this site. then the site link pops up and people who are not members clicks into psych central to see what it is and reads the posts, then decides whether they want to register for an account. this is called being search able by search engines. its my understanding the creator of psych central has the website searchable so that others can come here just like you came here. some of those people who come here end up wanting to put their ads on the site, the creator of psych central allows this because its how they generate money to keep psych central free to members, so that you do not have to pay to be a member and use psych central.

thats why when you registered there was a statement in the registration to not put personal identifying information and not use your real names,...because the site is search able by google and other search engines. if there is something you dont want people outside of psych central to see contact a moderator they will help you.

why wonder....traffic is traffic - bunnies are bunnies - they are what they are - some view - some speak - like when you go into a room of people - a lot may llok and glance away - others may say hi

it is what it is :-) have fun P7

You are so right! But I'm kinda like OCDish on everything, soooo...

I will try to answer your question. Consider, please, that this is just my opinion

EFirst off, each of us likes to feel important and acknowledged. For someone with DID eespecially, it is important that their expereince is validated. It is essential that we ddont find ourselves written off or worse yet, misdiagnosed and drugged into oblivion. The last thing we want is publicity or exposure. We have been violated and lost our most basic privacy as little children and we want our privacy and personal boundaries to be respected and protected..

All our lives, we have been extremely protective of ourselves , confused and fearful re our dissoicative condition. We were always the last to find out. We have lived periods of time during which we have been lost, and in our memories and consciousness, completely disconnected from who we are and where we come from.. Our connections to the world and others has always been temporary and sporadic. Our memory and personal history is temporary and in pieces. We have learned to 'cover' for ourselves. We have faked smiles when meeting strangers who claim to know us. We ahve dropped to our knees when flashes of pain and grief break through from some assoicated trigger of what was done to us. Above all, we have learned to protect ourselves. We have learned to protect that essential wounded child self who is at the heart of all that we are. We will never let that essential first child self be hurt again. In defending our most inner child self we have lost our sense of who we are, our wholeness, our sense of one self and identity.

You ask why all the views and what do we think?
Your writing is provocative to say the least. It is sort of the potluck supper of DID in words. You hit all the bases and highpoints of all the bad movies and controversial moments that make some people think DID is just plain ********. That really scares us.

I dont want to hurt your feelings, but you say you like the attention you get and Ive got to wonder if you're for real. Maybe thats whats goin on here.
Are you basically content in how you live your life? Are you able to work or go to school or otherwise function and live independently? Are you in therapy?
I am afraid the idea that you have DID might become your life, and I wonder if you are exploiting this in a manner that makes others who are suffering very uncomfortable and insecure about who you really are.