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Tired of being brave and positive. Tired of explaining my experiences. If one more person tells me to move on, I'll scream. Seriously. I'll scream. Loud. And over and over again.
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Be like water making its way through cracks, do not be assertive, but adjust to the object, if nothing within you stays rigid, outward things will disclose themselves. --Bruce Lee |
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I've quit trying. Nobody sees what I see or how I be. And now that I quit trying to explain stuff, I feel much much better, less drained. And if I hear, "why did you do that?" I just blow it off. But I think for now on I'm going to say that "You are not qualified to know". Believe me, everyone in the family tells me to "get over it and move on". I would if I could! I can't help it that the pain is burned into my soul and it still hurts. Please take a break. I hope that you feel much better. ![]() |
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People mostly suck. Bunch of narrow minded arrogant aholes who cant possibly imagine any other reality than their own tiny snowglobe of a worldview.
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I know this as well tired of explaining, but to me the opposite is also true...It doesn't seem like I can get everything out to do it any justice like a novel I guess......Anyway probably one of reasons I'm dependent and needy that is still around in some capacity....For a couple of years, so much was happening daily I thought I was cursed with the population around me as well. I think its a way they scramble to intentionally bottle you to experience DID instead of coping its a coping mechanism . I got recorded phone calls, text to allow my T to listen to the tom foolery daily and daily
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yep...
it does get hard- you know on those threads where you have to list something positive you've done with your day... it's so hard for me when every day is virtually the same so i cooked breakfast and played my trivia challenge every day this week. woohoo i'm going to go so far in life |
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