questions: dissociative disorders version

Tried asking Os what he thought of it and he only recalls a long wait in line for one of the rides. The atmosphere is really nice to the one where we went to. Walking and seeing people constantly smiling is nice. Going nowadays would probably have us a bit on edge but it'd be fun to go again with the bros?

Tried asking Os again what he thought of sports. "F*** no." Ok. Guess he doesn't care much for sports haha. As for me, I remember wanting to join the football team in 5th grade but our parents didn't approve so- so much for that we guess.

Anything coming in the mail that you and your system is looking forward to?

yes.

12 cans of cherry dr pepper, and some orange slices! (thanks to someone on here, we were able to find some!)

what are your thoughts about haloween?. will you avoid it or do stuff for it

*sighs* okay, i'll answer it

probably nothing

thought about dressing up as the wicked queen of narnia, but since i'll be alone, what's the god dam point.

what is 1 thing you would like to change about yourself

BOO!
We don't celebrate Halloween in my country but on time me and our outside kids decorated our whole yard with Halloween stuff and it was very very cool but you know what? because hardly anyone celebrates Halloween here nobody came!!!! it was still lots of fun tho.
I don't think I would change anything about me I like me just a I am.
now about the OTHERS tho...

how can you get you some friends??

I don't really know.. I guess just hope you have a common interest with someone else, and hope that person wants to talk to you?, (or something)

how was your weekend in 1 word.

Full.

What is your favorite food?

Turkey sandwiches with some slight avocado added between the slices. (A bit silly isn't it?)

What would be your systems favorite season?

that would be winter.

interesting question..

when you posted to the site you needed DID support, did the host post it or 1 of the others?

Sound delish to me!

We fortunately have yet to make a thread regarding this.

Do you (not necessarily referring to the host) sometimes get upset with the others inside? We were informed that conflict is sometimes necessary for relationships to work and all. (We have it sometimes.)

only when someone else inside reveals some information that we don't want people to know about

oh

yeah and when 1 of us called the police to report we were suicidal, they showed up and they decided to hide away. that was annoying- and caused a lot of stress for the host

how well do you (as a system) handle compliments

I know the right thing to do when complimented is to say thank you. Usually someone will say that.

Do different parts sleep differently?

if any of us sleep it's a miracle sent from heaven

it's always been such an issue for us. we're 1 of those cases where you can be stuffed full of sleep meds, and it's still a struggle

have you ever been in serious trouble because of actions by others inside (say from the police)

Yes, but I was a minor and the charges were dismissed.
we can't sleep atm either, higher dose of sleeping tablets hasn't touched it.

Who are you?

we are people who don't want to live, can't find basic enjoyment, struggle to make friends and are constantly wondering about the real point to life.

how does going outside make you feel?

A lot better actually.

Can't stand being inside our room all day. Not stating that we necessarily enjoy interacting with the public but going for a walk for our own sake from time to time is nice.

Do any of your others happen to have their own clothes that they only wear?

yes! i really like wearing colorful/bright things that the host isn't really comfortable wearing, which means we've accumulated a bunch of clothes that are specifically Mine. the others aren't as interested in clothing (or have really similar tastes to merc) so it's mostly me that has my own.

do you have different musical tastes/certain music that only one or two like?

Oh my goodness yes! My little was laughing with my wife this morning that the new songs on her playlist is going to drive me crazy. The wife commented that it's a short trip. lol

Do any of you love each other?

what songs?

funnily enough, only 1 of us inside shares the hosts last name- and always claims she is her sister.

but the rest of us don't have a last name at all

how do you handle birthdays?. do you celebrate a lot, a little, or not at all- how do you like to handle it?

i added manamana by the muppets and the duck song and the hamster dance

the host dont have birthdays no more and i didnt no my bday until just a lil bit ago. angel says we r gonna have a big paryt next year an i think i like that. not sure never ha one before and i wonder what it will be like cause therell be no kids

question: what is your ultimate goal in life

I don't have a goal in life. I don't believe life has - or needs - a goal. I don't believe we are here for a reason, or to learn or accomplish a particular thing. I believe life just IS.
I suppose I could say my goal is to learn to be content just to be. To learn to enjoy the warmth of the sun on my face; the taste of chocolate on my tongue; to feel laughter bubbling up from my belly.
Maybe those things will be enough.

What do you feel?

Worried. It's always been for the sake of the host but... truth be told, I'm starting to have some worried thoughts of my own for the very first time. He tells us it's ok and we know it is and yet, we're just counting the days for which things seem to actually start to be moving forward again. Well, we're here to fight together, so that's what we're going to set out to do.

Does your system enjoy baths or showers better? We'd like to dabble with hydrotherapy later.

I only have a shower in this house, and I miss having a bath sometimes. mostly I like to shower, but every now and then I *want* a bath. And can't have one.

Do you have fears about the future of your society?

we just take things minit by minit

at the moment we have a lot of fears about being alive