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if you read the post... perhaps.. you can answer.. the most important question.. I have.... I just do not understand... WHY????
am tired... and very scared...sometimes life seems so overwhelming....my alters make decisions... and I live with them...it is just such an active "world" I live in...really with my alters... doing a little bit of everything... money spent... things done... I feel... mis-understood... by the outside world... by something I cannot help... my DID... yet trading my DID... I wouldn't... I realized that... this past week.... yet with that comes... things... that happen.... that I didn't do.. that I have to deal with... I was in grocery store today... and said "yesterday XYZ" happened..."... and... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... after I got home.. I realized it could not have been yesterday... it was Monday... yet.. Monday.. was my yesterday... so am I a LIAR?????? Everyone... that heard me.. would think "what a LIAR"... because I was not in the store yesterday... yet I didn't mis-speak... you know...it was "yesterday"... "my Yesterday" I just lost Tues... Wed... and Thurs....... gezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... don't know whether to hate myself.. or.. just understand myself.. when others don't... HELP>>>>> |
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Yea, that happens to me too. I used to think people were tricking me until I learned about what was going on with me more. I would say don't worry about it. For me, since I have always been this way, knowing doesn't change things, except that acceptance can make things feel a little calmer.
Feel better soon. ![]()
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Free, I vote for acceptance. I do that all the time too - and it is frustrating and it makes me feel stupid. But i have to accept it. When it happens i make some joke about how 'my brain turned off'.
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Thanks..... I vote for acceptance too...
Yesterday was a very hard day for me.... (((hugs))) for all... |
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sounds like things are better then?
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acceptance will bring abit of peace, don't be so hard on yourselves, we've all been there , done that
Iris
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