right now

i dont know if i'm in the right place .... scared to post ... i am so sad, so frustrated .... i wish i was a baby in a loving home with nothing to worry about ....just getting lots of love,being fed by a mum who loved me, who looked into my eyes with love, who picks me up when i cry... i am crying, my daughter is arguing with her b/f, mu husband is watching a film ..... my dad is with his other family my mum ..... she's probably on a cruise with her 73 year old sugar daddy .... i feel so unwanted and unloved right now .... i ust want it all to be gone. all the pain, all the heartache, the dreams, the memories, iam so pathetic right now ..... i am not positive at all, i am weak, useless, i'm struggling with everything .... i just don't know how to stop these tears ya know? i know people care, but i just don't believe it if that makes any sense ..... i feel like a bad person, i feel judged, i feel weak and stupid, i feel so so sad ...... sorry j

((((((((((((((((((((((((jinnyann)))))))))))))))))))))))))

BB

((((((((((((((((jinnyann))))))))))))))))) It's understandable that you would have a hard time believing people care because as you were growing up; you did not have that shown to you by some very important people.

I'm so sorry you feel so unloved and unwanted. I think it's wonderful that you can express how you are feeling. We do care for you jinny and we have a lot of hope for you. I know it's hard to see and/or believe but I hope you can see it one day. You're very special jinny and you got through some tough stuff in life.

You're going to make it but I understand how much it may not feel it right now.

Hang in there Jinny. We do care for you.