i am lily ***very likely to trigger***please be careful

hi my name is lily and i am one of ginniesky's alters today has been an okay day i guess i talked to the therapist for the first time today. i told her about my siing last night and she wasn't mad she was just concerned i told her i do it because i want others to see my pain but i never show them to anyone silly i know but it is the truth. she told me i didn't have to do that anymore she said she could see my pain through my words and that she would always listen. that made me feel good i am not sure i completely trust her i don't trust any authority figures they say one thing and do another and someone usually gets hurt. but i think i am going to give her a chance she seems very vind and she gave us her cell to call her when we needed to. not many people do that. i also told her about the mean parents and how they never let me do anything and how they keep me from being happy .i told her how i had no real friends and that i was really lonely and felt unloved and she told me that she would help me work on making the right types of friends and that there are people that love me that i just can't see it right now. i don't know if i believe that but i really want to...

((((((((lily))))))))))
good for you for telling T and thinking about giving her a chance - trusting her. That's a big step!!
Kiya

how brave of you lily. wow. I am glad you are working on reaching out. It sounds like it made you feel better. I am very happy for you.

BB

Hi there,
I'm glad you are starting to trust your T. That's a great step toward healing. Good job

That's great that you can tell that to your T. Take care.