[___Shadow___]

I've come to a point I no nothing about. Could anyone help?
If I try really hard I now know when they are telling me to do things and I'm able to some degree disagree with them on time before all He%% and do what I want but they keep bugging me to do it anyways for instance, Where I live, I LOVE IT ~~~Other Part NOT at all!! What do I do if what they believe is so diff than what I believe and makes it hard to think, be loved and love back because of all their VERY different conflicting opinions?

[Kiya]

hey - sorry - not sure what....
good that u can disagree on stuff that might hurt u
that is good.
dunno about the rest.
keep trying for communication within

[He_sThem]

Hey there Shadow,

I'm He'sThem,
I am so sorry love, that you are going thru this.
Wish I could just be there and give you a Great BIG Hug!
And yet I know sweetie, that at times that doesn't fix much. But try and learn to decifer your own thoughts first darlin. Call for order inside. There should be someone else there, who is calm and will help you keep peace.
As far as the "be loved, and love back" sounds like a good plan to me (if its safe). And since I can't be there here's;

A Little Happy! and a HUG

[wanttoheal]

(((((((((___Shadow___)))))))) Do you have a T that could help you work through this? All relationships are give and take with lots of compromise, even within ourselves. Take good care.

[___Shadow___]

Thank you He sthem
No wanttoheal, I don't have a T anymore, money trouble right now and no help but my husband. My husband always thought I was the DID type but didn't ever say other than to just go with what the mood is and I'll be happier but what he doesn't know is: Sometimes I'd kick him in the butt, I can't stand to be around him. Thing is, THe ME wouldn't ever hurt a fly, my husband could do anything and I'd never think bad, I'd just ask why or whatever. I'd figure it out somehow but not one alt, nope, just wont have it, he's up to no good, he's this and that she says all the time and I hate it. I'm so mixed up!