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Old Sep 18, 2008, 03:55 PM
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My pdoc and T... and I...have determined to do recent traumatic events.. that I have "shattered" once again...

That intergrations.. that had happened... are no longer... and that further shattering has taken place...

We are not able to make a system map... of "me"... it is impossible...becuase.. of so much... shattering....

I am devastated.....is all I can say....

and very vunerable IRL... and have to work hard to keep me safe...

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Old Sep 18, 2008, 04:05 PM
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That must feel scary and frustrating and discouraging.

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Old Sep 18, 2008, 04:18 PM
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I can see how upset you are, I'm very sorry you lost some of the integration that you had. Re- shattering must be awful and scary. I am not aware if I ever went through anything like that, I did split many times over and had some parts who's job was to generate parts to keep me and T from getting to the real areas that needed help.

Please do not let this bowl you over. You have gotten healing before and you can again. Vent all you need to, I will listen as best I can. I know my situation with DID brings up all kinds of emotions and some confusion too.

You are not finished with victory, triumphs or healing!

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Old Sep 18, 2008, 04:56 PM
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((((((freewill)))))) I am so sorry for your disappointment and hurt. Don't give up, you are wonderful! You are safe here, just take care of yourself IRL.
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Old Sep 19, 2008, 06:39 AM
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Old Sep 19, 2008, 07:06 PM
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((((freewill) My heart goes out to you. I know of all your struggles by reading your posts, and so to have this happen has to be very sad and depressing for you. I am here for you and please feel free to PM me as much as you want. I am working hard with my T but I always have time for you. 1Girl
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