Me vs Me

Little Me wants to talk. She talks to T sometimes - not the 3 year old, but the 6 year old. The littlest me wants to talk now. Things come up with Teacher T and she wants to tell.

Some other part of me wants to punish her. I don't know if it's an old parent voice ("if you tell, I'll kill you") or if it's teenage me, who is angry or what. But we want to CUT. Cut, cut, cut. Cut, cut, cut.

Little me is SCARED.

If we talk to teacher t, we'll need t there to take care of us. i don't know how to do this.

Can you call T and ask him to go with you to teacher t some time to help you ground?

Please be safe. We care about you.

Thanks ((((((((((((((((((wanttoheal))))))))))))))))))))

I've thought about that. It's hard to picture. I almost need him in the next room "just in case".

Too hard sometimes.

(((earthmama)))

it sounds scary right now and there are conflicts. i know you can find a way to work things out with some help. i guess i wish you would find a way to protect the 3year old part of you, she needs it. there are ways to get feelings and things out without hurting each other in this system.

please do not cut. it will not really help anyone and it hurts the body you must share and frightens the littler ones. it is not good to hurt them.

sweetie, i struggle with feelings like this too and that is why i said what i said. i care for you. hugs,

leslie and the pixies

EM you can't receive unless you ask. Tell your Ts what you need......

earthmama - try to be strong for your YOUs. be stronger than... well, than me. heh. you can do it. i gave in. but you are strong. you can be safe. you can find a way. then show me how? cuz i dunno either. my lils reaching out - sharing a kitty doll. he's orange and white striped with big green eyes and big paws. held his paw all the way home from t today. he's got plenty more paws to hold....