[multipixie9]

we vere vere mad. we mad cos we don wana fly an see my old dad. he 85. he need sum help an we volunteerd to go see him an help him go docter. then we ast tina dautter to go insted an her husban don wan her to fly even if i pay for is. she 21 not sum baby to litl to fly. we mad at ruben that he won let her helps me.

we do not do not do not do not do not do not want to go!!!!

mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad, reeeeeel mad!

phil is try to gilt us into goin. that is bad howse we growd up in an dad want us stay there. dont want to. hate life. hate planes an crowds an crummy ugly old evil howse want to cry an cant cry. lif suks

reely mad pixies in horrible rotten bad bad mood. grrrr

[turquoisesea]

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((multipixies))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I hate guild trips , it's not fair

I'm sorry if you have to go to the bad house,remember you can stay safe there now. You can stay safe even there, I know you pixies can do it.

I know it hurts, try to get tina daughter to come see him too, if that could help

I'm sorry you're angry and upset, we can hide for a bit and make a cave together ok?

(sorry that I dont have tons of advice, but luv you all)

[possum220]

Dear Leslie and Pixies,

If your old dad lives so far away doesn't he have other family or friends that may be able to take him to see the Doctor? Also if Phil understands the trauma that you had in that house while you were growing up then maybe you could stay in a hotel to ease the emotional back lash.

What does your T think?

Sorry this probably isn't much help.

My thoughts are with you

Possum

[multipixie9]

fank u turquoisesea, we presheates u kind werds an we wud lik to go a play in de cave wif u. sowns lik fun. we finalle talk to my daddy. he was reele nis an dint preshur us to come. we feels so torn up cos we wants to be good to daddy. he not bad as dads go, he was not kno how to treat kids gud cos they dint treet him gud wen he was littl. we jus scard to fli. we lik u a lot, u nis frends.

deer possum, there are a few in town who cud help him if he needs them. we had volanteerd to help an that wi we feels bad to go bak on owr werd to daddy. but wen we called he was nis to us. phil knos it was terribl there an he wudn mind me use hotel - BUT my daddy wants us to stay hows cos he afrad we will get mugged in parkin lot of hotel at nite. he afrad for us so wants us to sleep in awful hows. we jus don wana sleeps there. bad hows. bad bad. we try to go in later march cos we lov dad. he called us "baby" it was sweet he never calld us that before. we wana try to call mor offen an check on him cos he is falling down more offen cos he gots parkinsins dizeze. we jus wish it was esier to be good to daddy, we jus wish it was...

[DeniseDCC]

Greetings Pixxies,

We are sorry to hear that you have to go to a place that you don't want to go to. We hope things go safe and well and fast for you so you all can return home quickly. We offer hugs and wish we could do more to help you.

Denise of Diana's Clan

[Sannah]

I'm glad that you called your dad and worked that out!

[miserycriz]

Sending huge hugs if okay to leslie and pixies.....I think you were very courageous to talk to your dad about how you were feeling...Thinking of you lot's and hope that you feel a little better soon

MC

[turquoisesea]

*hugs all of you*

[multipixie9]

((((sannah)))) and ((((miserycriz)))) and ((((turquoisesea)))

thanks very much for your kindness. we were able to calm down and our time with our T today turned out to be really amazing.

it sounds weird to say it, but we got back in touch with a part of leslie's original self. this part got hidden for survival reasons because she is outspoken and strong and would have attracted a lot of extra abuse. the best way i can describe this is that it is "like getting part of my backbone given back to me"!!!!

since God helped me discover some of the programming that had kept me a prisoner, recently, i've been having some major changes begin in my mind first and then in my alters.

i am so encouraged by what is happening. i've been in counseling a long time and i was feeling stuck in a rut and i am definitely "unstuck" now. when the lights come on things that seemed overwhelming shrink and become manageable. hope is a more intoxicating high than any drug could ever give!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU, ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR KINDNESS OF HEART!!!

[turquoisesea]

it sounds weird to say it, but we got back in touch with a part of leslie's original self. this part got hidden for survival reasons because she is outspoken and strong and would have attracted a lot of extra abuse. the best way i can describe this is that it is "like getting part of my backbone given back to me"!!!!

CONGRATZ! I'm so happy for you
I'm glad the part was hidden safe away for you to find now, I'm SO glad you've found it

So glad you're out of the rut and able to get moving down the road

[multipixie9]

dear denise of diana's clan thank you for your encouragement. i apppreciate it very much. we will postpone our trip for about a month and then try again. we love dad and want to be good to him while we still can, as he is 85 now. sigh. it is sad when people we love get old.(it's no picnic getting old either!)

turquoise sea, thanks for your response. it is very cool to get something so central to us back in place. it feels natural already - though i slept many extra hours today, it was tiring!

hugs yall

leslie and pixies

[notz]

What wonderful news!

[Sannah]

Leslie and Pixies, this is the best news ever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!