Roll Call

hope it's ok that I insert a big group hug for all who like hugs here, especially for those struggling right now

Thanks turquoise........

times ten................................and kiyas girraffe......cause I likes dat toooooo......anybody else??????????????

toot toot. beep beep. Our bunch is here

We here for the moment. Been sick the last few days. We up for a few mins right now, but headed back to lay down soon.

we am here can Tara Puppy come here too?
thank you fuzzy for letting us now we had roll call
thank you OB for caring about all of us
Amy

Diana's Clan all present. Have a cold but we are here.

for those sturggling.

Vbox for the Clan

I'm partly here.

Judy and company has been checking in and just reading. Someone I love is dying and he's far away so I've been sad.

((((((((((((((((JudeeB))))))))))))) I'm so sorry. Please lean on us for support as you can.

Present and accounted for. Great idea for a check in. It has been a while. everyone.

BB

Here!!!!!

I thought I posted here already.......................hmmmm, must have been in alter.

Not sure if anyone cares about me, cuz I am not technically not a DD'er,
(sorry if I am wrong for answering the roll call, but I kinda thought that since
I have a thread in the DD forum... well yeah...)

umm... I'm shutting up now

hello, helloooooo, hellooooooooooooooo

it's ok Manda, good to have a hi =)

((((((((((((((((Manda))))))))))))))))) We're glad you're here.

hi hi hi evebodie. we still arown sumtims. fanks ornge blossom for takin roll. we still love the pixie story u made it wuz wunnerful an so are u. big huggsies!!!!!!!! all tha pixies

Hi everyone, we are really doing better than we ever have since we first met you all in july of 2008. good things are happening in therapy with God helping us. We have stopped taking all the garbage our spouse has been dishing out. We are re-growing our backbone and it is amazing. Fear of abandonment had made us a slave and the chains are snapping and we're getting free-er!

It is still hard living in a home where I am not respected or loved but God loves me and I do have friends here and two beloved daughters, so we are becoming quite OK!

I do not mean any of this in a bragging kind of way, but I hope you will think, "Gee, she was so messed up a while ago and now she is getting better. So, I can get better too, Healing IS possible". I care about you here and I am grateful for this community. This is the first place I ever found a whole group of people with dissociative issues where we can speak out and be heard and supported.

I am trying to start doing things like keeping up with laundry and grocery shopping, so I am not online 20 hours a day like I used to be (whew, that was crazy...=). I will keep coming back, just not quite so much or so often. Please stay my friends ok?

Leslie and the pixies

we lik u peepls here, u ar nis an kinda funny sumtims. u be gud to urselfs ok? lesle sed all tha portent stufs so we gots nuthin much to say, so bye bye for now an hugssies if u wants them!

((((((((((((((Multipixies))))))))))))))) It's so good to hear that you are doing better! We completely understand not being here all the time and I think that's great that you can participate more in your life now. We are always glad to hear from you and love the updates. Don't worry about losing friends here. It's wonderful that you are healing.

The Jewels are here!!! Not any better, but a little more fractured due to recent things happening. But is good to come here and admit that, cuz we don't do well admitting it to anyone else, because it would land us in the hosptl, somewhere that we don't want to go again. And I am trying hard to be out and responsible and in charge, though I don't know what that looks like or feels like. I am very triggerable (is that a word?) and seem to have a penchant for running inside the minute I get triggered. But I am not doing anyone any favors doing that, because abbi and I have lost the co-consciousness that we were having last year...at least I cannot hear or know she is around, even though I think she is there. We have lost ground since my last T left, and now we don't trust anyone enough to start talking about things again. But, we have to start looking. Our case manager says so, and I do think she is right. Because she can't be there for us like a T can be, because her time is taken up by so many others in her caseload. And she is team leader for the office too, which takes her everywhere going to meetings, meeting with other clients, and with me...just too much to insist that she help us. So she is going to start looking for someone to help me. She isn't sure who, but she will help me find someone in the community. So then I will have two people, plus my pdoc to help me. I think that is a good start. But I still feel really angry with myself for putting abbi and the others through such horrific times. I should have been there myself, should have stood up for myself, should have tried to protect myself at least. But I didn't do anything but hide away and put other in harms' way. How could I be that cruel?????

Yahna, the main Jewel

not been around for a lomg time. got some troubles but whats new

my name is daniel.

HI GIRLS!!!!!!!!! so happy to see yous---we just came back a couple months ago.

I'm here too. to all!

(((((((((((( Orange )))))))))))))

(grrring in the corner, not at you)

um.. here.