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Apr 05, 2009, 11:52 PM
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Oy!!
  I have been having such an internally peaceful day...it's been a beautiful Spring day here, all the dogwood trees are in bloom. So I sat down to watch TV, not realizing what was on the channel and it was The Soprano's. I have never watched this show....and I don't think I ever will again. It showed very explicit scenes of someone being murdered and this lead character is like a sociopath or something....no empathy, cold...no feelings. So after watching for a couple minutes....I started feeling really depressed and scared. I figured "way to go", I've gone and triggered myself with TV violence. I text my friends because I know they are all home tonight...all I want is someone to come over and play cards with me, or go get some dessert with me, and if I just text them about random stuff they respond immediately but if I text them about going out with me or getting together, it seems like they are avoiding answering me...they are not texting me back. I know it's not all about me...but I really just want to be close to someone right now that can help me put a smile back on my face. I'm having a hard time doing that for myself right now.  Anyway...maybe they're not really avoiding me and I'm just being to sensative.... 
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Apr 06, 2009, 01:39 AM
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I'll come out and have dessert with you hun...........
What do you say to pancakes with maple syrup....????? Sorry you feel so alone Elly  Possum |
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Apr 06, 2009, 08:27 AM
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we get to feeling that way too sometimes---like friends avoid us.
hurts. it's ok to feel this way. it's not selfish or anything. maybe they are busy. who knows. but it doesn't make the hurting or that yuk feeling go away. i'd go have dessert with you for sure. anything with icecream and chocolate  or a really good mocha capputino HMMMMM i hope you are feeling a bit more settled today. it really does feel lonely when friends don't seem to be there and we need someone. |
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Apr 06, 2009, 08:59 AM
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 It's another beautiful Spring morning!!Thank you for having desserts with me!! I do feel a bit better, but I'm still sleepy so I think I am going to go back to bed for a while! 
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