Divorcing and still living with a narc

I've been so naive...

This morning, I realized and saw so clearly how much of a covert narcissist and a hypocrite my soon to be ex husband is. It turned my stomach in the inside, but I kept a straight face.

Do these people make it ahead in life... using us... and then we're left as the "losers"?

I worked so hard to create a nice home and he gets to keep it, even though he complained the entire time that I was the one making all the decisions... because he wouldn't make any.

This morning I brought up retirement, and he pretty much too the opportunity to jab me with the great things he is going to do. He used religion, in an attempt to make it seem nice, but I realized how he has just been using it as a tool all along.

I feel like a dumb idiot.

He still does things that know bother me - on purpose.

People like him are sick. I wouldn't entertain, not for a minute, trying to hurt someone. If I didn't like them, I would move away, but I certainly never got any satisfaction of making someone else feel bad.

He is so nice to others... But some have realized his game and have called him on it. Then he twists his stories.

God help me...