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Nov 26, 2009, 12:53 PM
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Please help me I can not do this anymore Im sooooooo fat again I hate my self soooo much I have not eaten again now for 3 days I really thought that I was over my ED as it has been 3 years nearly since I started to beat it but it's back just got up & slapped me in the face again hubby will be home soon & I know he will make me eat tonight but I really dont want to I just want to be skinny again like I was 3 years ago
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Nov 26, 2009, 01:23 PM
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Skinny, maybe, healthy, probably not.
I have Acid Reflux Disease & am on medications for it, it's very bad, I have both bulimia & anorexia symptoms, and it can cause heart problems, brain problems, stomach problems, teeth problems, gum problems, skin problems, a lot of different illnesses that could be long-term and incurable... etc. It's hell, don't go down that path again... I now have an incurable illness which may be related to my eating disorders & crap system & bad health, please get help, I wish I did... it can cause hell effects on your body & you may think "Oh it won't happen to me", I did too... I was wrong. It's not worth it. At all. Hope you get help for this... |
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Nov 26, 2009, 08:18 PM
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 Hey you! I remember you! Crash dieting will not work and will just lead to more problems. If you really want to take the weight off, do try to do it in a healthy way. Consult your doctor or a therapist or a nutritionist about ways you can lose weight in a helpful manner. Even better if they know about your eating disorder issues, because counting calories and points is not necessarily a good thing for some because the activity of counting becomes destructive and damaging.
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Nov 27, 2009, 01:43 PM
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Hey guy's I know your right but it's hard I want to eat because I know what it does to my body if I don't & how upset my family get at the thought of me getting ill again, But I just can not eat, the thought of putting food in my mouth makes me feel sick I was forced to eat last night by my husband & every mouthful was really hard to eat & keep down. He has had to work late tonight so I don't have to eat again to night so I have got away with having a small piece of chicken today that I wanted to bring back up because I had my son ill from school
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Nov 28, 2009, 01:45 AM
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Sorry your son is sick.
Are you talking to a doctor or therapist about this at all? You really need to eat, if not for yourself, then definitely for your children - being unwell impacts in ways we dont even realize sometimes, including fatigue and a lack of energy. That doesn't work so well when you have young children! Please take care of yourself, you are important
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Nov 28, 2009, 06:59 PM
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I know that not eating can make the mind not make good decisions either.....that is not something your children need either. One can want to be thin......what I have found that just cutting out my snack food if good for quite a bit of weight.
There are times when I just get lazy & don't feel like cooking for myself....I ate last night...microwaved a meal that I had cooked several days ago & had left overs.....woke up & didn't bother eating this morning.....when I took my shower to change my pain patches today, I almost passed out in the shower....got all shakey....realized that I hadn't eaten today & needed the food....it was the same shakey feeling I had while going through the trauma 5 years ago when I couldn't eat & ended up in the hospital. It is important to take care of yourself for your children......I don't have children, but I have 6 dogs that are my children & require my attention....the mind forgets to feed them when I don't eat myself...I can loose a day & not even remember that I didn't feed them when I don't bother eating myself.....I have to make sure my priorities are straight....most of the time I am just too lazy to make anything, not because I don't want to eat.....but the effect is the same.....& it ISN'T GOOD!!!!. Take care of yourself for your children even if you don't care how you take care of yourself. Debbie
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Nov 28, 2009, 07:20 PM
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Dear #1 ~ I would imagine that when you say you are fat, you refer to the average weight of most women. I, too, think I am fat if I get over 105, but I have a normal appetite. I have reflux, and sometimes I throw up for this reason, or due to anxiety, but I don't do it purposely. The above responders have some really good input. I am too concerned with having a little energy to have ED, as I know that without some food, I will have none. Bless you for abstaining from your ED urges for so long. I am glad that you have family who see to it that you eat. Have you tried nutritional drinks. These do not put on weight, but can keep up your nutrition. You have to eat, too, of course. You will come to value your health more if you begin to lose it. Please have foresight and avoid that inevitable outcome of ED. A friend ~ billieJ
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