Back with a vengeance

It's really really back. I am fighting to many other things right now with my bipolar all outta control to fight this too.I got no fight left. I havny ate for two days I feel like crap. I try to force it but it feels so gross.

You need to talk with your pdoc first & get your BP back in control then it will be easier to deal with the eating issues. It's almost impossible to deal with 2 things at the same time.....just try to eat a little bit in the day while getting your BP under control & you will get feeling better quicker.

thanks eskilover, I have been working with my pdoc but I have been rapid cycling and haven't been able to get it under control yet. I am o a wait list for ed treatment but its starting to feel like a long wait. I know my anorexia kicks into high gear when I feel like I am not in control of things. I just don't know how to work with it. I managed to get a cracker down last night and a two carrot sticks this morning. But it was hard work.

I'm having problems with food and the actual eating making my skin crawl and just feeling utterly grossed out even by my favorite foods. I guess I am just looking for ideas around this. I have hot yoga tomorrow and I can't go like this,plus all the meds I'm on, that worries me a bit.