I have not eaten in two days. I do know it's wrong. I just can't find the energy to care right now. I have barely been eating the last few weeks. I am "in" treatment. Whatever it means, I'm not finding it very helpful.

I have a ton if baking and cooking to prepare for Xmas at my house for my family. Being around all this food is making the matter that much worse. I just do not want any of it. Maybe it's just the whole season driving this or something. I don't know.

I was just making this thread so I have at least one place to admit what I am doing. At least get it off my chest.

[Aslan]

I didnt eat for 5 days, I had no food, I wouldnt leave the flat,
it wasnt nice after 3 days,
I hope your threapy gets better foryou.
god made food taste good, otherwise it would be tiresome eating it all the time.
wish u best

[roads]

Originally Posted by Anika

I definatly haz a sad

You & your sad are invited to my cave. The fireplace is going & there's a pot of split pea soup on. Cornbread's baking in the fireplace oven--can you smell it? Massage therapist will be over soon, & you're first on the table.

How does that sound?

Roadrunner

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Well, nutz! Can't even tempt you with split pea soup & corn bread! Double nuts!!

[kindachaotic]

(((((Anika))))). You are very brave to have your family at you house for a holiday meal. I can not imagine how drained you must be. Please be kind to yourself.

Glad you made this thread, it does help to get things off your chest & not feel so alone. Keep posting & let us know how things are going.

Sending many good thoughts & prayers you way.

[avoice]

Anika
Can you try to eat today. I hope you have better Days...

[brokenlegsofthelamb]

Originally Posted by roadrunnerbeepbeep

You & your sad are invited to my cave. The fireplace is going & there's a pot of split pea soup on. Cornbread's baking in the fireplace oven--can you smell it? Massage therapist will be over soon, & you're first on the table.

How does that sound?

Roadrunner

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Well, nutz! Can't even tempt you with split pea soup & corn bread! Double nuts!!

that was such a sweet reply. can i come too?

[brokenlegsofthelamb]

Originally Posted by Anika

I have not eaten in two days. I do know it's wrong. I just can't find the energy to care right now. I have barely been eating the last few weeks. I am "in" treatment. Whatever it means, I'm not finding it very helpful.

I have a ton if baking and cooking to prepare for Xmas at my house for my family. Being around all this food is making the matter that much worse. I just do not want any of it. Maybe it's just the whole season driving this or something. I don't know.

I was just making this thread so I have at least one place to admit what I am doing. At least get it off my chest.

there have been times i
could not make myself eat. my dr. suggested drinking some juice, which
was easier than actual food. SOMETHING is better than NOTHING;
a LITTLE is better than NONE. it will make things easier for you. i promise.

[kindachaotic]

Well Anika, it's almost 2a on the 26th (here on the east coast). I survived Christmas Day, had a really nice time at a friends house. This is actually an 8or 9 year tradition with my friend & her family, my husband doesn't go anymore.

Hope your day with having family at your house went ok. Thought about you today (25th) doing all the cooking for everyone, then the dinner.

I'll have to admit the food was good today. I don't like to cook so I don't.
My son is grown, on his own, doesn't come around much, husband cooks some though.

Anyway, enjoy the holidays with the kiddies & bf.

[roads]

I'd hoped you'd update us. Don't know what to made of the fact that you haven't but I'm guessing it's not too good.

Gosh I'd love to be so wrong.

roadrunner, everything is ok, . i managed to eat a bit at dinner., but not today. im sorry i didnt update, i hate to cause any alarm. I got a new laptop for xmas and have just been getting it set up. it's been really busy going here to there and back and forth. just getting ready to take the kids up to the ski hill for some tubing and skating. so i'll try to eat something small before we go.

I really hope your days have been ok, even good or great. i'll be back really soon, and be hunting you down for some chat.