Wanting to go back to anorexia

I just feel so out of control of my life right now and I know anorexia is not good and is very damaging and takes control of you but it still made me feel in control. To top things off I'm sick (flu) and thats how I got into it the last time, it got me past the few days of stomach ache from not eating.

I guess I'm just looking for advice / accoutability and someone to understand.

I do have a meeting with my councelor tomorrow, so hopefully that will help some to.

Thanks for listening

awwwwwww ickydog.. Im so sorry you are having a hard time. What do you need? I'm here to listen if you want. Feel free to pm me anytime. Its great that you are reaching out.

Hope the meeting with the counsellor helped & that you're feeling somewhat better now. Take care ickydog.

Thanks guys. I'm doing a bit better now. I forced myself to keep eating despite being sick and now I've been craving food so that helps keep me on track.

Hope you two are both doing okay too

Thanks again