Vicious Circles

Here we go 'round again. I'm still eating more, but it's not alot. It's a heckuva lot more than I was eating before, like a couple weeks ago, though! I can feel things starting to change back. I have to keep up with eating at least something though. I am still feeling some effects from this last starvation phase, and I know that my body isn't ready to do it again. I had some ice cream around noon and a couple of Tacos tonight. That's pretty good! I'm not including drinks, like diet soda. I might have a glass of milk later--maybe--but I've probably eaten all that I will for today. I've been thinking about all kinds of foods that I could eat today, but I don't want to take the effort to eat any of it or go to the store to buy it. Hoping to avoid impulsive ideas or cravings. I've been working on a note to my kid's T, but haven't decided whether to give it to him or not yet. He knows too much about my eating already, LOL. He asked me about it recently and said that I gave him an answer without an answer. Don't know how many times I've thought that about him! LOL Oh yeah, I've been getting ideas--minor cravings, almost--to do things I know I shouldn't. It's so impulsive.