[dcs_no1_fan]

Well here I go again I just cant do it im just not cut out to eat like normal people I cant do it any more I cant eat anything at all again I havent eaten since weds night now & that was a few prawn crackers & a bit of triffel & thats all I had all day I was doing really well with my eating I was eating what I wanted when I wanted & I didnt care if I put on any weight I just said so what this is how im ment to be then over the last few weeks the feelings have come back im fat & ugly & I dont deserve to eat or be loved so here I am starving my self again I just want to get in my cloths again is just not fare why did I have to get soooooo fat why couldnt every one just leave me alone the 1st time round & let me get on with my own life & stop telling me what to do

[Soidhonia]

Hello Fan. I am sorry for your struggles that you are having at this time. Have you spoken to your therapist about your situation so your therapist can help you regain some composure for your problem? Going to a Gym may help as well to help you fell hungrier so you can validate the eating of food and you feel like you are a healthier person. The american Diabetes Association site offers meal planning as well so you can consume fewer calories but still get the nutrition you need. I hope things get better for you soon Fan. Take care. Soidhonia