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Sep 19, 2007, 09:30 PM
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Wow, i feel like i'm going to start bawling any minute right now. Does anyone else feel like they're trapped in a hellish world? I feel like i can't get out of this little circle. Right now i'm in college and it's especially hard to deal with everything on top of having an eating disorder. I'm supposed to be saving my money but i continue to spend it on food that i dont need. Why can't i just be normal. How can people say they're full and be okay with that? I also hate not having anyone to talk to that understands. If there's anyone else out there that gets to the point where they just want to cry, would you possibly want to be "get better buddies"? I really need to quit this. I have my good days, but they never last. I did go four days with only throwing up once. That sounds so bad but to another bulimic, you know how hard that is. Thats why i need someone who understands to talk to.
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Sep 20, 2007, 08:12 PM
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Hey. I can really identify with you. The eating disorder seems to have me trapped in some kind of purgatory where I function and get through my day but nothing ever feels right. It sounds like we're in a very similar situation too. I'm a freshman in college and I'm bulimic. I'm feeling really bad about money too. My parents give me money for spending and I use it so quickly for food I just waste. I have such a double life at college cause all my friends here think I'm so happy and normal. I really want to finally recover. I can't imagine going all through college with this...
I'd love to talk more sometime although I try to be really cautious with talking to other people with eating disorders because one girl I talked to was incredibly triggering and conversations with her made me really depressed. |
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Sep 22, 2007, 08:24 PM
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Can you both go to a college counsellor to get some help and support? V hard to be bulimic on a tight budget.
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Sep 25, 2007, 11:15 PM
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(((((((i'm so sorry)))))))))
What do you think triggered this? Are you talking to your T about it? |
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Sep 26, 2007, 04:09 PM
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Been there, done that, still here. Some times are better than others, but always trying to dictate a false, hidden life.
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