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i want so badly to just give up and quit...be normal again....eat right and not care about it...but the other part of me says "no hold on you will be thin one day keep going" i cant do this anymore....i want out
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(((((((((((Rissie)))))))))))))
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I know the feeling. I watch my skinny friends eat things i havent touched in years because im afraid of what's in it. one look at the labels on poptarts and i swore them off forever. I just had a huge binge fest instead of going out and meeting up with my friends and co-workers. After looking at the scale ED told me i was too fat and couldnt be seen in public until i lost some weight. i was so upset i binged and cried. i want so bad to drop just 10 pounds, i keep telling myself once i get there ill stop. but i know it will never happen. if i ever get there ill just want to keep going lower, and i'll never kick this. I think that's the one thing we all have to give up to beat our nasty little friend Ed.
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