update***posible trigger*** but good news

since last night i have been trying really hard to be gentile and kind with myself..... i have been telling myself that i deserve to eat enough to nurish my body and i think atleast for today i am winning the fight .... i want to thank everyone who has been kind enough to put up with me and not get mad at me....... thank you to all of you who care and have helped me get this far i know i am no where near what i need to be but i am taking a good step today thank you for your encouragement ...i don't want to be a bother but your continued incouragement is greatly appreciated.... thanks have a wonderful day.....jen

jen,
you are a breathe of fresh air!! thank you for posting this good news today.....it makes me feel hopeful.
Good job taking such a positive step.

kt

((((((((((((((Jen)))))))))))))))

Winning the fight a day at a time is sometimes the only thing that we can do. You can do it, and you can always PM me if you want to chat.

it has been five days since i have started eating better again.... it is getting a bit easier but there are alot of emotions that are coming up when i eat..... anyway i am a little upset that i am not losing weight but atleast i am not gaining ..... i wonder if i will ever be able to just eat and not have these feeling tied to it..... i guess it is too soon to tell..... anyway thanks for everyones support.