Please I need your help

I'm sooo scared that my family will find out about the secret side of me. I throw-up everyday at least. I cant imagine what my family would think if they found out. I thought I had control but I see that i have to throw-up at least once no way any less. What should I do?

I'm only a 14 year old girl freshman in high school

dear (((((swmchic)))))
Is there an adult IRL you can talk to? I know you are scared but if you can talk to someone they can help you figure out what to do. Do you have anyone you can trust - a school counselor, an aunt or uncle, a family friend, someone at church, etc....

You should tell someone what you are doing so they can help you deal with it and get better. It is scary but you need some support right now.
take care,
ktgirl

Unfortunately Swnchic I too purge at least twice a day. It surfaced after I began cutting. Now that my husband and my Doc knows about the cutting, I had to stop. Now I have resorted to purging. I really don't know if I can stop and I am 34! The scariest part is that I have an 8 year old daughter. I would never want her to do to her self what I am doing to me.

I could use some help as well.

(((((((((((swmchic))))))))))))))

I'd suggest talking to your school counsellor about this. Honestly, once it goes to a point where you can no longer control it - you need help, outside of yourself. Sorry to be so blunt.

Welcome to PC