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Apr 25, 2016, 12:30 AM
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My life is like running on a ".bat" extension...
I don't think I'll get out of it. I'm just existing. Anyone else feeling the same way? I just want to feel complete-"ness", freedom, pain, love... anything but this. When I try and explain this It's like talking to the wall. Every one thinks i'm some sort of loon. Besides the internet, I have no one in my life... I don't think I can say much more, ya know? |
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Apr 25, 2016, 11:07 AM
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Hello Kharon97: I'm sorry you are feeling such despair.
 Personally, my life is now ambling toward its conclusion. Nothing I ever imagined my life might be like ever came to pass.  I am a total & complete failure. And so my struggle is to try to accept myself just as I am... with compassion. I understand what you're saying about trying to explain what you're experiencing, & having everyone think you're some sort of loon. I have given up trying to talk to anyone about what I think or feel. I don't know if anyone else would think I'm a loon.  But I know, when I have tried to talk about this stuff in the past, I have always just ended up feeling exposed & foolish.  So now I just keep it all to myself.  I wish you well...
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Apr 27, 2016, 03:59 PM
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i feel the same way almost it sucks that much i do know but in the end its down to me to do something about it
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Apr 30, 2016, 06:25 AM
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It sounds to me like you are not being the person you want to be to some degree, either a little or severe. It also sounds as if you have fallen into patterns and aren't experiencing life in the way you currently or once wished to.
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Apr 30, 2016, 11:44 AM
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Hi Kharon97,
I understand the position you are in,I am in one similar.I have felt stuck for ages,not making new friends or doing much new.I long to feel peaceful, free, in love, etc too It will happen my friend,maybe you have to change a few habits and take a couple of chances.Like I am going to the cinema and out for meals but maybe I need to make it a point to join the women's social group for their monthly meal to meet new people and make friends,it is something I am nervous about doing and never budget for.Have you anything like this,some new opportunity you are not buying into?Maybe this is what you need? |
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