Is this how most people are?

Yup. Which is exactly why I won't go to therapy again, unless it's to get something I want out of a therapist or the system.

I remember all too fondly what all of the therapists I went to when I was still a child/teen told me. They all wanted to take my video games away because I was spending too much time on them instead of socializing like a normal kid when I didn't want to connect with the normies since I have nothing in common with them.


So yeah, I understand what you're saying all too well

The weirdest thing that DRIVES most of their minds is sex btw. Hey Im not asexual at all and sometimes I think that sex can be a fun and an enjoyable activity but its SUCH a point of pressure for many of them, I mean weakness of course.
Take a look at most married people btw, did you notice that most of married guys LISTEN to their wives and care about their opinions. A basic and very brutal example of it is not allowing the man to drink beer or and to go to a game. Just saying something from hollywood but I know quite a few married people where the man is limited in his options and very basic freedoms. And all of this while we humans are deeply polygamous and polyamorious by nature. And marriage is one of the things that any therapist will present to you as the so called norm as well lol

What a disgrace of a mother you have! Instead of recognizing her child's unique talents she was too limited to accept it, to promote it in you and to let you develop the talent of money making. Your mother abused you by denying you to expand yourself.

Right?

All my mother wanted to do was have absolute control of my life. She literally lied to the doctors, telling them I had all of these mental health issues that I didn't have so they would prescribe me 8-9 different medications that I didn't need just so I would be easier to control. When I wouldn't bend to her will, she would have me locked up in psych wards just so she could be in control of me.

Well, I eventually caught onto her B.S and started learning all that I could from books and the internet. I was forced to self teach myself the skills that I know today because she didn't want to teach me how to survive in the real world. I self taught myself what I know about manipulation, hacking, money, among other things. Finally, her health started failing since she was diagnosed with lung cancer. By then, I had learned enough to outwit and deceive her. She had no more power over me. She couldn't overpower me physically and she couldn't do **** to me when I wasn't in the house.

I found such irony to be utterly delightful

Yeah, not only to marriages greatly limit freedom, but they outright ruin lives. If you're a man in a marriage, the woman can divorce you and steal half of your stuff and there is little you can do to contest because courts almost always side with the woman. She can accuse you of rape or abuse and the media would be all over you like vultures, even if you're completely innocent. If you have kids, she can make up some lies and take off with your children.

If anything, it's only logical to not limit yourself to one person your whole life. Yes, humans are polygamous and polyamorious by nature, however, it is also unwise to expect one person to not eventually use, betray, abandon, or flat out get bored with you later down the line. Humans are self serving by nature and expecting somebody to not abandon you 10, 20, 30, or even 50 years down the line when anything can change with a person is like giving a serial killer a gun and expecting him not to use it on you.

In fact, I have a saying: The three greatest scams of all time are marriage, organized religion, and politics.

Well the marriage as we know it today is a product of organised religion or church. Its them who used to limit our freedom for centuries, its their legacy that the society still uses to limit us so yes, theres nothing right about the organised religion.

eh, if so then the three greatest scam artists are Robin Hood, Carmen Sandiego and Ceyser Möze, but I could care less

Are they polyamorious?

correction: Keyser Söze

I would argue that Robin Hood is a hero but that's just me. Same with Al Capone. Both people screwed over the rich to help those in need. Granted the latter was probably a little too ruthless on his dealings of those who ****ed him over; at least he helped the poor and didn't overcharge on loans, unlike big banks today.

But I digress. If you could care less, why reply?

Reminds me of a quote that I think was attributed to Napolean Bonaparte but I could be wrong.

"There must be Religion, otherwise the poor would murder the rich".

Regardless of who originally said it, the words couldn't be more true.

and each other. I know nothing of you and me and what came to be, I only know of you and me and in between

I probably went too far with this topic. I tend to go overboard when talking about things that deeply interest me.

OP and me think kinda alike it seems. I almost never get to talk to people that have similar opinions as I do. Most people give me grief for thinking how I do and being the way I am.

So yeah, my apologies. Making enemies and upsetting people on here is counterproductive. I'll tone it down a notch.

Well heres the thing: I believe that more developed people absolutely dont care what anyone thinks about them, their actions and their opinions.

You said it yourself: you have been yourself in this topic but then you turtle and apologize, while you have done nothing wrong on any level.

Hey its fine I guess 😊

To everyone: lets not be sad, its weekend and all!

What a disgusting mother dude! Its that type of a commoner woman who would have her kid lobotomized "for his benefit". It looks like you were a bright unusual kid.

Being a survivor and maybe an outlaw is amazing. Hey you know that.

It's not that I care about what people on here think because I really don't, it's more of a matter of having enough self awareness to know how I am when I get started on topics like this. If I start debating, I typically have to win no matter what which pisses a lot of people off and might affect my reasons for being here. When I was last here before I fell off the face of the earth a year ago, I had several enemies and mods got onto me a lot because I didn't give a **** about anyone or anything but what I wanted. PC eventually started being a threat to my mental health so I backed off.

So yeah, I have my own reasons for coming back and I have my own motives for toning it down on potentially controversial debates. I won't say much more than that

In a rather twisted way, I'm grateful to her though. If it wasn't for her forcing me to learn things myself and find my own way to survive, I would probably be one of those commoners you speak of.

No, I never had a mother's love nor have I ever knew love from anybody, however, I wouldn't trade the knowledge that I've learned over the years for such meaningless things like love and intimacy.


I feel kinda like a Warlock or Necromancer from a fantasy based RPG that sold their soul for forbidden knowledge in a sense lol.

But yeah, love is overrated.

Hmm this is a bit sad. Personally I have received and given lots of love in my life. In fact when Im in that crazy insane state I usually even enjoy giving it.

And its not overrated at all. It can be an inspiration to create stuff, to make money and to improve yourself as well. In fact its an amazing product that unfortunately is a rarity. There were two irrational encounters in my life and with both of these girls I couldnt lie or manipulate them, in fact I couldnt even troll or offend them.

I understand that love is important. After all, we wouldn't be alive today if it weren't for love.

However, I don't place such an importance on love. Yes, love would be great to have, and there are times where I genuinely want to be loved.


Unfortunately, I'm not sure if I even how to love. I'm not good with intimacy and bonding with people. I find dating discomforting and draining. Not to mention, the only women I ever attract and feel I can relate to at all seem to be borderliners and narcissists.

Don't get me wrong, it's not that I'm an idiot with people because I'm not. Keeping a mask on and socializing is draining for me. After about 2-3 hours of socializing, I feel mentally fatigued like I just took a big exam. Combine that with difficulties with feeling empathy and connecting with people, and dating or bonding with people becomes a huge challenge.

I've just an ice cold person that has trouble forming lasting fulfilling relationships with people.

"Loving" someone comes naturally when there is a click.
Personally I like every step of the process. From spotting the right girl (she cant be physically repulsive), and starting a conversation. If the girl knows how to create suspense, intrigue, maintain mystery, engage in push/pull cycles and if she has an interesting, developed personality then a very interesting game can follow. I dont really like sex for various reasons but for some reason, rarely, I can experience periods of strong passion and sex. I have had several of such periods in my life, each lasting for several months.

However being in my asexual, not romantic, not caring facet is how I like it often as well.


Most of them are not worth even talking to.
Let me ask you this, and obviously this is rhetorical: how many commoners can make you think? By "thinking" I dont mean something negative like "stfu and leave me alone" but maintaining a conversation that makes you wonder and reevaluate certain things. Like offering you a prospective that you yourself never had for some reason. Most people can not do that to me so I simply ignore them since you are totally right about them being draining and overall useless. I mean in general.

You make a valid point.

Unfortunately, IDK where to meet more open-minded intelligent people like the kind of women you speak of.

It also doesn't help that I live in a southern conservative Bible belt state in the U.S as an open minded free-thinking atheist. I've met maybe 3 people in this state that I can have intelligent conversations with. All 3 of them were other guys who have had some kind of abusive or tragic past. Only one of them I still talk regularly with. He's this death metal artist who makes music that speaks out against the corruption in the system and has these off the wall theories about the world that really make you think.

But yeah, I only stay in the state because the cost of living is very low (a large 1 bedroom apartment costs me under $500 a month) and I'm saving money and getting to where I can make stable money off my little online business ventures so that I can support myself without having to work a regular job in a higher cost of living city/state with more open minded people so maybe I can meet more women like you speak of.

Unusual people are rare and finding them isnt evident but they do exist.

oh, I was discussing the Borat church scene only a week ago with someone, thinking that some Ameircan churches are way too ****ed up lol.

in my experience not every unusual person is damaged too much, although we are all damaged to an extent.

try selling real estate, most agencies will pay 4-5-6 percent to the middleman if you can find clients for them. Just a tip to make some lazy money. This may require running a facebook group and telling them lots of bs but at the end, each sale can make you 20-30k

You might find some interesting information here: I should add for people who don't like to click links that the video discusses narcissism, sociopathy and psychopathy.

If I recall though, real estate requires a substantial upfront investment.

I'm currently working a method that has the potential to make me well over 5 figures a month. It would take about 2-3 months for me to build it up so I am just focused on surviving until then.

If I'm successful, I stand to be a millionaire before I'm 30.

Done with this being broke crap. People who say money can't buy happiness are full of **** lol

This is an excellent video and explanation. Just what I needed to hear.
Even if I can't distinguish between them, I know I don't want to be in the same room with either of those personality types.