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#76
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One Good Thing-- Just a bit ago An Old Friend had validated on how I feel about why I feel on writing my mother back
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YAH HAHAHAHA! 5 hrs in a busy emergency waiting room and i'm FREE!!! Free I tells ya! I've had a mild earache for 3 days or so but this morning it turned into something that i couldn't ignore. With a grumble it was off to the hospital. Busy emerg. too. Arghhh!! But at last I is freeee!!!
Doc said I had a bad ear infection and prescribed some anti-biotics. I'm not a 'pilly' but he also gave me a few Dilaudids.[?] An opiate of sorts. I took 2 as recommended and expect to be kinda giddy soon. Can't close my mouth fully so it's soup and a straw for supper...the guy said the infection was in full rage. I'd agree. It's down in my jaw and across my cheek...the tenderness anyway. Damn unpleasant day so far. Maybe it'll pick up when all those pills start bubbling away in my system. No sleep last nite either. I'm freakin' pooped. Friday 13th. The last 6 hrs of it should be 1/2 blissful. Yipee-ki-yo-ki-yay etc. ![]() |
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#78
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I made it to my pdoc and he dropped my medicine back down to a better dose where I actually felt good.
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started a new job today which helped to wake me up a tad and feel a tad brighter
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I only have to be part of this day one time.
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#81
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I got called into work!
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#82
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i shifted my focus.
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While tears in my eyes, crying and thinking horrible thoughts, my S/O told me-- you are beautiful... he picked up the cat and we petted him, I said the cat was beautiful not me, my S/O said the cat is cute not beautiful, but I am beautiful which is more than cute and a lot.... very nice for him to say so-- course my evil mind had to still twist it
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Waking up from a night of terrors, so thankful.
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Worked from 6 to 9 and may get called in at 4! Yay! I'm so in love with this job! I just don't like going back to my house...
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just glad it is not torture every minute to alive.that caged feeling is a lot less.
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#87
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I have not seen hide nor hare of any hide nor hare.
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My book arrived!
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My cat jumped on the bed and came to me when he realized my eyes were opened
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((((Beau))))
I am going to try to go back to sleep for a few hours. It is Sunday ![]() |
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#91
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Finished my proposal!
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#92
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My gf/exgf came home in a decent mood and wasn't mad at me. So far, thats about it. Don't have to work today.
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I got some groceries and my sons told me not to worry about the bills.
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trying best to look at things in different ways.. still a little grumpy but it will be ok.. the more I work on packing up here and there -- the easier it will be
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Things have been going pretty good, actually. My gf/exgf and I have been getting along alright. Worked from 12 to 4 today, which went well as always. I'm almost a well-rounded Speedway employee; I made the entire lunch menu today. Haha. Just hoping things keep going like this. Have to remain positive and confident.
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Got alot done on very little sleep. :-)
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I... I finished knitting a "neck warmer"; just need to choose how I wish to enclose it at the ends... Even though it is summer here with 80-95+ weather...
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My therapy appointment went well, and I'm starting DBT next week.
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Got most of the laundry done and watched a movie.
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#100
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Booked holiday
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