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When I arrived at work, the big regional head was leaving, so I missed all of the tension and stress of the big visit.
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#152
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One good thing about my day so far is that I am alive.....
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#153
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Had a lovely night's sleep after a horribly triggering day yesterday. As I didn't respond to the triggers in my habitual ways, I'd say the good thing about today is that I do not have to deal with the aftermath of any panic attack/rage episode. So today I'm grateful for how I responded yesterday.
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#154
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((((Bean))))
Yesterday at work was totally annoying and my day started out completely hectic...I made it through though in rather ok spirits. I left yesterday behind and am still moving forward. I realized how exhausting it is worrying and stressing...it was a welcome realization. |
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#155
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I don't have to work til midnight today. I can get a full eight hours of sleep.
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#156
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((All))
One Good Thing-- telling myself it is ok to let go- stop torturing myself with what is going on-- it is out of my hands.... be kinder to me, and stop beating me up on this.. good self talk right now.
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#157
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did get a meal into me today(been having diarrhea for couple weeks).
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#158
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Got dressed.
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#159
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Just had a homemade chicken fajita wrap for supper.
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I got more out of my paycheck than I expected. Which was good because I paid a little rent and was able to send my girlfriend some money.
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Some clarity has came with what I struggle with inside myself; i literally feel a bit of a release with in--- I wrote it down here just a little bit go at PC- I am open to suggestions/thoughts- it is in coping with emotions, expressing anger in a healthy way but it has more than anger in with it-- any who-- it is a good think - today I thought deeply on things-- after of course getting quiet angry but still-- i feel better now.
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I found out that I'm getting 39 hours this week. I just made it through my first midnight shift, so I have to figure out a way to sleep until I have to work again at 2 to 11. My next day off is saturday... Coffe is a good thing. >_<
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#164
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getting my daily dose of vitamin d through sunlight today for once
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#165
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Online role-play with a buddy and parcel arriving today!
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#166
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Woke up hopeful today.
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#167
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I'm above ground. Every day above ground is a good one.
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#169
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Drinking enough water and I finally can get on well with my mum.
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I got to sleep in!!! Thanks to my hubby....
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#171
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My girlfriend got home from Oaklahoma with her mom this morning, and I made it to my shrink appointment. Also have one with my case manager, which is a first, so I'm not sure how that will go..
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The weather is lovely today.
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#173
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It is Friday and this morning is going to be busy so hopefully the time will just fly by.
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I was awoken by a phone call from somebody that wanted to apologize for a fight we had yesterday. It was actually a sincere apology too.
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