Name one good thing about your day so far #2

I made spaghetti.

I don't nap. I CAN'T nap.

Today I napped.

For the first time in days and days.....I FEEL RESTED!!!!

one good thing about my day--- this should be done every day for me I think to help remind me how things are not that bad and they could be worse...

Today--
Today, I actually really laughed at the situation that I am in,
No, Not the sarcastic laugh that I have done so many times-- A true laugh of - It is what it is, and I have cried, gotten so angry, and -- it is time to let go laugh..
due to I am realizing that no one really cares,
and it is like a laughter of epiphany for me--
I don't belong where I am,
I need to get out,
it is NOT Defeat--
I just need to spread my wings a little so to speak..

Sort of makes me think- why do I need to say it is not defeat-- why did I at some point think little old me could make a change? The other day I got the big picture of things with it all, really the big picture.. Perhaps if they would had been straight forward with me to begin with I would had came to this sooner, perhaps? perhaps not with how I am though, I know...

Let this burden of me knowing something that is wrong, and have fought for years for a change to make it right, but can not do it on my own, and no one that 'matters' really cares.... let this burden be lifted off my shoulders.. No, it does not make a bad person, I have tried; I have tried, and it is something that I can not fix....

Again, with the fixing.. I wish some day that would come into the picture and again with burdens of things that I can not fix.. geez wiz think i would get it by now huh?

I kept a telemarketer confused for a bit.

I have so far warded off a melt-down that I feel could be coming on.

i took my AM medications (???)

Sleep eludes me....wait a minnit....

Ohhh...a GOOD thing about today....Well, Uhhh....

How about ummm...I'm alive? That's a plus ain't it?

Yah. I'll go with that.

Now it coffee time....

Not sure this is good, but I do not think anything changed without my permission.

I have new work pants and i woke up early which gave me extra time to cook a ful break fast and lunch to take with me for my long workshift today so I don't have to waste money buying unhealthy crap for lunch. I cooked carrot and sweet potato soup with ginger, lime yogurt and herbes de provence in it, chicken breast stuffed with spinach, mushrooms, onion, flax and cumin, topped with chunks of avocado and lime chili seasoning. Much better than fries and gravy I think.

Awoke early and did not return to bed to hide undercovers.

I got a hug from Nicks_Nose

and from beauflow

((George))

One good thing about my day-- my kitty as every day right

But on a serious note, Today, I have No real plans, i have some plans, but the world will not end if i don't get them done today... It is another quiet, relaxing day.... which is well needed...

now just to get the S/O up and get moving right?

I did an errand that took me outside the house again.

I made my 3000th post today.

I like your diagnosis...Didgee Disorder and the statement Didgee Eeyou thinks too much. I do that all the time didgee.

One good thing about today...I get to apply today, by invitation, to a position that would put me in food prep which I love, takes me out of dealing directly with customers (yay), would increase my work hours and pay per hour, and is just down the hill from where I live. Be still my beating heart.

I'm up, have a cup of tea, and some more medicine in me; then with the headache gone, I will be golden.

I handed in my resume and without even reading it, the manager gave me an interview time tomorrow at 6 pm. I think they were waiting for me.

Received a nice note from a "friend"

dont feel so bad today...

submitted my job application......

College classes were cancelled

I found a preying Mantas on my garage door. Since they're elusive I captured him so my oldest can take a picture of him later. She likes photography and taking pics of insects. We'll let him go after that. Its a beautiful insect...so statuesque.

Just finished making my red lentil soup, with golden onions and red swiss chard. I eat it with crusty french bread. The lentils provide protein.

i pciked my medication script up and filled it