Daily Comments #5- Just place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

Why is it so cold outside. I hate the cold. Blegh.

All the snow outside is rather pretty, and it's even better because I don't have to go anywhere today.

Mom had cabin fever so we went for a ride and did some errands after work. It is back up above zero tonight and starting to snow a bit. I'm not sure how much it's supposed to be. She enjoyed her ride even though it was cold and she had back pain today. Somebody broke my headset while I was at work.

lalalalalala

Hate snow, hate cold, hate wind, hate pain, hate trying, hate difficulty, hate hate hate

Oh, I wish one friend could express themselves as well as another, but there's a reason for that.

I am about to scream- Not only is there just more bad news; and just the sos over and over ---

But I am coming to realization of what also triggers me at work, not only supervisor, not only the dysfunction that i see around me, no only the mere fact that people ignore these signs of dysfunction-- But it is just like when I was little- people bickering for time periods. and then it escalating to someone blowing up.....

The only difference is it is not drag them out street blood bashing fighting, "till the death" sort of crap--
No instead it is threaten to lose the livelihood of a job, and loose everything that has been gained by a job. And in this current economy that is some what a "deadly blow" to some/or if not most.

It is very quiet right now. All I hear is Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick.

I'm not sure why people come on the forums and say they want to kill themselves when we can do bally fick about it!!

I'm tired and irritated. Worked last night, had to stay hour and a half over to finish my documentation, so didn't get home this morning till after 9. Got home and went to bed around 10. Got woken up by my husband at 5-5:30. He's being all pissy about multiple things. I get the feeling he thinks that I am being lazy b/c I sleep all day after working. I wish he had worked a 3rd shift job just once in his life so he could know how draining it is.

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Thinking of seeing a psychic for a thrill.

i cant seem to do anything right....

I got up just a bit ago cuz I could not get back to sleep,....... and ten minutes after i am up i get accused of being up for hours also not to blow kisses and ask how they are.

I hope the stress around me goes down soon-- if it does not i am not sure what i am going to do and it is like the idea of multi-universes-- anything could happen.

I can feel I migraine coming on, Stress related I think.

If all of this comes together, it could change everything. Eep.

just hoping i can keep this positive mood up and achieve the new goals i've set myself...

I will start a new thread this has reached 100 pages.

New thread is here http://forums.psychcentral.com/showt...09#post2865809