How do you REALLY feel today???

Lots and lots of tea with lemon

Hope the hurting goes away really soon

One of my dear girl friends is from Iowa..... cold and tough place to live... please keep your spirits & chin up!!!!

I feel like you quite a bit Hugs your way

LOL... You sound like my husband Hugs

Coping my young friend Is part of getting better.... believe you and I are in the same boat

Like an insomniac.

I feel anxious, nervous, about nothing and everything in general. I really freaking miss him. I still love him so much that sometimes it makes me sick. Instead of drinking alcohol and taking vicodin, I drink a load of coffee. At least coffee won't eat your liver up. <--- How I feel about him, about stuff in general.

I am trying to avoid feelings because I think I am feeling depressed and I don't want to.

Confident/worried/excited all in one.

Fantastic!!!!!!

I feel like I am on the verge of something great!

I feel mediocre, but with enough motivation to do the errand I need to do. With a start like this, I should do be later. Just hoping that the motivation remains the same or better.

I feel depressed. And I'm slightly sick to my stomach. I like strong coffee, but I think I brewed this pot a little too strong :X

Sad ....but I'll get over it, just like i do with everything else.

Down, unhappy and very tired. Ever think about just hoppin' in the car and not lookin' back? Not that I would. I have way too many responsibilities to ever run away, but that thought sure nags me.................

Right now, I'm working so I'm okay. That may change when I get off and have more time to think on my own, however.

Tired. And sick.

Hmm...you know, I'm kind of anxious right now. Im working and get nervous around my boss thinking that I am doing something wrong or something. Also, I am nervous about my bf and I...which I always am...for no reason lol. I feel like I have so much going on and want to talk to him, but immediately want to not tell him because I don't want him to see that I have so much going on and aren't the easy going girl he thought I was..and then I want to run away because my mind keeps going back and forth back and forth back and forth.

I have an urge to reach out to everybody in the world and tell eberybody that the world will be alright. then i loose thought pattern as my ysleeping pills set in and my brain is getting foggy. My head is tilting to my right wide and my eyes are glaxing over, and my fingers cannot read the keyboard as well. I think it is time for mw to get to bed soon Happy sleeping everybody

I've started over so many times so many different ways and I don't want to do it again. This set-back with the PT, causing neck/spinal cord word done 15 yrs ago to be undone is too much. I don't want to start again, and knowing there's only a 50% chance I can get any relief at my age ...
I'm tired. I don't want to repeat myself, knowing the results will be much less, at best.

I am a bit anxious and am battling to concentrate. Have a T session coming up shortly and am also in the process of moving apartments, which I absolutely hate, so I usually get involved as little as possible.
I'm hoping to get to the stables after work to catch up with a friend, but I'll probably be roped into moving some of our stuff. We're only moving 1.5km or so, and I am looking forward to finally being in the new apartment, but it's this process now, where I'm in limbo, that I am not comfortable with.
And I am still getting to know my new boss properly.
Going to take some Ativan and I'll be ok

unsettled. Feeling a bit lied to by my T. stress eating. no work today, which leaves me adrift. Anxious about the STEPPS homework and the class itself. Jaw pain so stress eating hurts. Stressing that the class is for BPD even though they tried to tell me not everyone who takes the class has that diagnosis and the material itself tried to take away some of the stigma (manipulative, no empathy, selfish) and put it in a different light, call it something else (EID). Is fearing you will be abandonned by people you care about the same thing as fearing you will not be accepted anywhere? The homework is to identify and chart feelings for the next 7 days from a list we were given. The first class we had to do that for the last 30 days and I couldn't put a number to some emotions or be sure if what I was feeling was the same as the emotions on the list. So generally confused upset frustrated and somewhat betrayed although I'm sure T meant to help.

I feel a bit grumpy, a bit agitated, tired, unmotivated, depressed, lonely, unhappy, and yet also grateful. While life seems to suck, I am grateful for a few things. I just wish winter would go away. The winter season has very strong influence on my moods and this winter has been a bad one. March 21 is now 7 weeks away. Counting down to spring.

It's flooding here, again, and the wind is really bad. I expect downed power lines and power outages around here. Tornado watch until this evening. The power has being going on and off a million times here at work. I've been having pain in the right side of my chest going up my neck. Probably stress. My stomach hurts again. I'm in a really down mood.