Daily Comments #7- Just place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

I have so many exciting things planned for the future, specifically the next 3 years. I have never really had anything to look forward to before, and its a really nice feeling.
They may not be big things to anyone else, but there are (or will be) to my children and I.

I hope that i can keep to them, they will make my life feel less routine and mundane, and inject a bit of excitement into my life

This feels really good.

I don't understand people who tell you that you could do better & that you're great worker and so on and so forth, but when you start to look for another job they tell you that you can't do better & that nothing out & there is no hope.

I've dealt with people from my childhood like this, but it's just upsetting that theres so many other people out there that are like this.
to be honest to tell someone that there's no hope, isn't supporteive no matter how you look at it

Mental mind ****, to tell someone that their great & when they, go to look, to tell them they have no hope.

I may be a little bit touchyier than others on the subject, but it hurts

Beauflow, I think what people mean to say is they you have the personal ability to do better but the economy doesn't give you much chance to find anything better. It can be a very discouraging time, economically.

I seem to have a new round of 'animal' patients in the waiting room. Three of which, seem to have some need for spinal stiches. Well, at least their stuffing isn't pouring out all over the place...

Numb...completely numb.

Is it weird that I reject friend requests on PC? It's not that I don't like people who request me, it's just I only want to add people I have gotten to know.

Wow life has really taken a turn for the freakish.
I am agetting closer with my daughter, farther from my ex....and I make a ton of money and yet I have none, tank has 29 miles to empty, and I have no more money till Friday.
Oh and I live 11 miles from work.
Do the math.
Geeze.

What do you call a cow with no legs?

Ground beef

job hunting scenario with a hiring consultant:
"urm i have regular appts so it's difficult for me.."
"what condition do you have?"
"a psychiatric illness..."
"HUH you cannot handle stress, is it?"

me: ...................................

dude seriously.

I don't understand why I am here and there's me being slagged off by people. I'm surprised I'm still here, still feeling fine after all the harsh stuff that people have said. There's a person who told my friend that I am a user and that I'm a waste of a friend and blah, blah, blah. I've been told that I should do the world a favour and kill myself. Well, let's see how everyone will react if I did. But I won't. Let's face it, I'm the worst human being in the world.. I don't see the point trying..... Obviously, I'm annoying and my friend's friend is more happy and joyful. He appreciates her more. I can't help it if I'm not like her. I can't help it if I'm not a good human being that people want. I don't think my friend has taken it seriously about visiting him. Oh well.... I'll go abroad when I want to... maybe visit paris to treat myself. If I ever stop overspending!

Sounds like me. I am getting closer to my father, who was never there. Plus I don't have enough for food at the moment so I've been eating at a soup kitchen and getting food from a food bank. I can understand where you're coming from. And I make a decent salary as well. But still, it's always gone before the end of the month.

I'm just here to plant my thoughts. No feedback required.

For me, I feel like religion is not right for me and I don't want anyone to be like petitioning on my behalf just to get me to change my mind. It has made me lonely but it helped me in certain ways. I am not going to forget some of the things I learned but I will purge myself of some of hte toxic beliefs that I had come to believe when I was on my spiritual quest. I was too quick to believe certain things and i had brought some unwarranted guilt on myself. I feel that way very much. I don't think that I am the right person for it. It's just too much,"Oh, you should think this way" or "You must rid yourself of all these lies." I want to say that I have a mind and I can have my opinions and I will not agree with everything that I am being told to believe. I guess being a teenager can have some ups and downs: you're young, you're impressionable...however, once you get older, you're like,"Well, I'm not so sure about that. Let me check..."

Worst. ****ing. Day. Ever.

I drove 30 minutes to do your lawn care and it's inconvenient for you because you're putting a birdhouse on a post? More clutter to work around in that trashed out back yard.
I'd like to have said a lot more than just mentioning that a phone call would have been considerate.

So, that's what happened.

I hate Ebay...HATE IT, HATE IT, HATE IT.

I also hate the guy I am dating. Yes, believe it or not, OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD MATTER, and YOU are NOT always right. Plus you have severe narcissistic issues. And you never ever shut up.

You're blowing my cover!

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I quite like my new boss. He's more chilled and understanding than my ex boss. But I wish people knew what they were doing! I told my supervisor and the person covering the housekeeper that I need dishwasher tablets for the kitchen that I use. I have no dishwasher tablets and I still don't have any... Unless, they were placed somewhere else. They are always under the drawer. Oh well.... I felt sorry for my supervisor, I could see the anger and I could see him being stressed. The big boss of the university came down. I hope he's happy. Last time, someone inspected the uni, they said the standards have improved but it's not good enough. Well, then just say it's not good.

I wish i can stop generalizing everyone and everything. not everyone feels the same way as I do. not everyone thinks like me. i've got to stop thinking that just because i'm an only child doesn't mean that these habits i have cannot be altered.

I hate having a sore throat and a sore on the side of my tongue. It makes it hard to eat and to talk.

I don't understand my mum. don't have friggin children if you're going to complain about them and verbally abuse them. You should have thought about getting an abortion 20 years ago...

I don't seem to like little kids at all because they make so much noise at the library and they always run around like they haven't grown up. By george, they haven't. Can't you be a little mature? Oh no wait, you're only five or six. Sorry.
This reminds me of when my jerk of a teacher, fifth grade teacher, had decided to tell us a story about how he had taught kindergarteners and whenever they misbehaved, he would tell him to stop acting like five-year-olds and then we would crack up at the irony he uses. Omigosh, I sure hate to be like him. I wish I can stand kids and let them be who they are. Nevertheless, I suppose it's because when I was a kid, I didn't show any of these signs. I was always retiring and shy. Oh, there's another kid who annoys me. He was standing behind me and when I looked behind him he was still there. I wanted to say,Dude, just scram.

Maybe the reason why I don't like it is because when i was young, if i ever behaved that way, i was told by preschool teachers to behave and that no matter how much others misbehaved, they always incurred a more lenient punishment. I felt different. I was treated different. I hated being the odd man out, the black sheep. A bunch of jerks those teachers were. I wish I could report them at the time because they intimidated me so much and they always complained about how I was behaving. Jerks.

Anyone else procrastinate the whole T thing?