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Old Apr 18, 2018, 04:03 AM
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It's official. I'm back on the opi train. This time's a one way ticket. But damn I feel so good, with the help of some weed. I've got no idea what to say to my new pdoc.

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Old Apr 18, 2018, 11:38 AM
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I wish I knew how to feel better. I think I might have midweek blues. I have 3 more days of work.
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Old Apr 18, 2018, 09:03 PM
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As usual, I'm severely depressed. I drink once a week
Possible trigger:
I used to be an adult emotionally but now I'm a little child. Also, at the slightest noise, I jump bc I'm startled. I'm also scared of people passing me from behind bc there's no telling what they'll do. I could be at a Wal-Mart checkout line and a random person lining up behind me would scare the hell out of me.

I hope to find a foster family to take care of me emotionally.

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Old Apr 18, 2018, 09:30 PM
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As usual, I'm severely depressed. I drink once a week and I cut myself. I used to be an adult emotionally but now I'm a little child. Also, at the slightest noise, I jump bc I'm startled. I'm also scared of people passing me from behind bc there's no telling what they'll do. I could be at a Wal-Mart checkout line and a random person lining up behind me would scare the hell out of me.

I hope to find a foster family to take care of me emotionally.
FYI, there IS a trigger code to use when describing SI. I'd advise using it in the future so you don't trigger anyone unintentionally.

As for myself, I feel slightly achy in the heart because I can't physically be with my boyfriend.
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Ich bin sehr müde - I'm very tired. Also anxious because I'm tired.
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 06:27 PM
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Much better then yesterday. Nothing bad happened at work and it’s sunny and in the 50’s.
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 10:35 PM
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 10:58 PM
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I pull it out, then I put it in. My laptop battery gas arrived. I feel so groggy from the high dose of Lyrica.

But 1st. Time to eat a peach. I bought quite a few..

So sorry for anyone feeling down. Warm hugs
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I'm ok today. Slept all day because I had no smokes.
Got smokes now and a cold Cheerwine. Good ol' caffeine. Brings out the best/worst in me. It's my tangible fuel.
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Old Apr 20, 2018, 03:48 PM
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I like waking up with the bed all to myself.

....still working on laptop

But fricken 4 pills gave me a hangover like symptom.. must drink water

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Old Apr 25, 2018, 03:33 PM
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I had a hell week last week but thankfully today it has all eased up. I am feeling far better than I have been lately.
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Old Apr 25, 2018, 03:38 PM
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highly paranoid....

make that extremely paranoid...
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Old Apr 25, 2018, 07:41 PM
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I feel like my behavior is weird.

My mom says it’s not though.
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Old Apr 26, 2018, 11:32 AM
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Old Apr 26, 2018, 05:30 PM
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Old Apr 26, 2018, 06:26 PM
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Feeling very proud of myself and grateful. I have been having a horrific week with hearing dark, extremely distressing and disturbing voices (I hear voices), and I had to get through a big interview today, despite this challenge. I managed to get through it amazingly well, through three hours and four different people.
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Feeling very proud of myself and grateful. I have been having a horrific week with hearing dark, extremely distressing and disturbing voices (I hear voices), and I had to get through a big interview today, despite this challenge. I managed to get through it amazingly well, through three hours and four different people.
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Old Apr 26, 2018, 06:44 PM
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I'm feeling full. I totally ate too much. I'm also feeling kind of happy.
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Old Apr 26, 2018, 07:15 PM
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I'm feeling full. I totally ate too much. I'm also feeling kind of happy.
Omg me too. Ate too much ugh
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Feeling pretty indifferent right now. Not a bad way to feel actually.
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