How are you feeling right now #3

A little out of it. I keep thinking its Tuesday. New years has me off. Like I'm telling people I have DBT group tmrw (which is wednesday) and I'm told someone I'd see them Saturday because I forgot that I see her tomorrow. Geez lol.

Other than that, I'm not bad.

Inspired by the arrival of 2019..........I am a little tired and debating whether to stay up and watch a film,but it's not on for another hour I don't think I can stay up that long.I don't know?I am a little mixed up and confused,like really it is no longer 2018?Another year gone just like that,like where did it go so fast?I just don't know if I achieved that much last year.I hope I make the most of this new year.

Tired but motivated. Also I’m looking forward to some stuff from Amazon arriving in a couple days.

I feel sick. Again.

Mixed emotions

A bit weary from fighting this battle with diabetes type 2!I feel unsettled and restless.My body is all mixed up,and I am craving sugar but resisting it so far!

Pretty motivated. I’m looking at the glass half full the way I usually do. Yes my hours were cut, but that means things will work out next month. Also it will help out my anxiety. I was getting anxious with the long holiday hours. I can also catch up on some stuff around the house.

I have been binge eating chocolate and soda pop and I feel sick!

Like I hate apples, and salad, and baked chicken. Tomorrow I will be eating half a pizza, and I’ll still weigh less on Monday, because CICO.

Kind of down today. Feeling a bit lonely too.

Sad and in disbelief about something. I guess I'll talk to my therapist about it.

Very anxious

Upset that it even has come to my needing advisement or to tell what's happening or that it's even happening.

Mad at myself for staying up binge watching anime until almost 6AM

Otherwise in a fairly decent mood since the weather isn't crap outside for once.

Angry and defeated
On last leg.

I'm feeling tired.

Tired, irritated, sad, depressed, irritated that I feel irritated, and annoyed that often sleep poorly. Wanting to start therapy due to feeling depressed and dealing with feelings of grief past 5-6 years with major life losses to include finding out had learning disorder, had to leave military, cousin committed suicide, dad passed due to terminal illness. It’s too much, too much!!

I am feeling weary,and also I am impatient for morning to come.It is 5.45am.I am hoping to stay up until 8am so I can check online for on the day bookable doctor's appointments.I have to go see the nurse today so hopefully I can book to also see the doctor about my liver.One of the duty doctors on receiving my annual diabetic review blood test results said my liver readings were high,although improved from last time.She said to see the doctor to examine me for enlarged liver and to send me for a liver scan.So if I can get a doctor's appointment can get it all done today ,save me the fare to go back another day.

Anxious and sad

I'm Tired

Tired,saw the diabetic nurse,best course of action for my diabetes,weight loss and exercise and control of blood sugar by controlling what goes into my mouth and making sure foods with excess sugar do not pass my lips.It is daunting and a challenge.I am hopeful that I can do this.I feel lonely and alone with this battles.Tomorrow I start the arts for health course so that is new and I feel apprehensive.I am trying to relax tonight and get in the right frame of mind to meet new people tomorrow.Right now I am feeling worried and anxious about my health and that of my liver,kidneys and eyes.

I feel like throwing up from eating butter sauce with dinner, and I’m probably not feeling the greatest from being up too long.

Still sick.

I woke with more energy.I feel ready for the day.I am starting my diet today and trying to get my blood sugars down.I am also starting the art therapy course today,I will be attending at 2pm for 2 hours.Let's see how I get on with that,hopefully it will help with the anxiety and depression.