How are you feeling right now #3

I'm still a little tired, but better than yesterday. I'm just not sleeping well...

re: Forgetfulness (thanks for the comment SlumberKitty! Sorry you're brain is spacing out on you too!) - I got up this morning and realized that when I cooked (meatballs) last night, I accidentally left ONE out. Just one! So, 11/12 meatballs made it in to the fridge. It's so weird.

I got to talk to my super smart awesome neuroscience guy last night for a couple minutes to check in, and he's changing the protocols for the neurofeedback again this week (which I expected). I hope he got it when I explained the weird "missing things", because it seems to be happening a lot.

I really wonder what's going on with my brain. He said right now, he's working off the theory that my brain is just a little bit different from everyone elses' (because I've been really sensitive to the NF, and having weird effects that he wouldn't have predicted)... but if I still keep responding weirdly, he's going to throw that theory out, assume my brain is wildly different, and just give me a bunch of other stuff to try, so we can figure out what my brain actually needs/wants to feel good.

The thought that my brain is wildly different from everyone elses... ack. I don't know what to do with that. I still worry that I'm messing something up, but there's not much I can do, except keep trying protocols and seeing how I feel after.

I'm happy it's finally Friday! But stressed about work. My boss is throwing stuff at me, and I'm not 100% clear on what he needs...

Happy Friday everyone!

I am feeling ok right now,my mood is ok,not low or depressed.I had a shower and am headed out soon to go to the cafe and see a film.

Mixed emotions

I'm feeling kind of fragile and a little anxious. Not sure what I'm anxious about. Kit

I feel vulnerable and I need some love and support.

Mixed emotions

A bit lost right now as I spoilt my diet by eating sugar laden ice creme,so disappointed in myself.I will make up for it tomorrow by sticking to 1200 calories.

Tired and on the bored side right now

I am alone and lonely,I miss my niece and I want some love and attention.I am not feeling kind towards myself right now.

I have feelings of encroaching dread -- I'm doing taxes.

I am tired, and feel like my whole day has been a waste.

Did neurofeedback last night, ended up with a headache and not able to sleep. Still tired and feeling out of sorts today, spent part of the afternoon in bed, just not very productive.

It's Saturday and I'm already *dreading* Monday. do not want to go back to work!

Pretty good.

Tired right now

I feel refreshed,I woke up at 3.20am having gone to bed last night at 10.30pm.I will need to sleep again soon and wake up again at 8am.I plan to sweep the garden get rid of the dead leaves.I feel more positive today but that may change as my moods vary and can be volatile.I am ok right now though.

my teeth feel really weird

I'm trying this new bublegum drink and it's..... well, diffrent

giving my teeth a vibration type feeling

Very anxious today

Lazy. I have a whole list of things to get done, and I just... don't want to.

Mixed emotions

I feel a bit gloomy but hopefully that will change with a good nights sleep.I am looking forward to tomorrow when I see my therapist and later in the evening I am going to see a show at the theatre.

Sick to my stomach. I feel like I’m still outside in the wind. I have bad carsickness too.

Very high anxiety

Wondering why after using a teeth whitener one of my teeth turned black!

I'm feeling a bit sad this evening.

I'm feeling a tad anxious.

Feeling anxious about a number of things. But this usually happens in the evenings after dark.