How are you feeling right now #4

Content, a little sleepy, amused bc I'm watching Family Guy.

Mixed emotions this morning

irked.

do you realise how difficult it is to set the timezones on this forum?
all the options look the same to me

I know my inteligence is below average, but urg.

I am very ,very tired.Firstly I didn't get the chores done last night.The carpet was covered in bits,the dirty dishes were cluttering the kitchen,the bathroom was filthy and my clothes needed sorting and ironing,duvet cover and pillowcases needed changing.How embarrassing,the man who came to install the CCTV saw the mess and asked to use the bathroom!

While he was installing the CCTV I cleaned the dishes in the kitchen,put them away and mopped the floor,I sorted the bins and put them out,I sorted clothes for ironing and those to throw out cos they aren't suitable to wear anymore.The CCTV got set up on my phone and the man left.I washed blankets and hung them to dry,meanwhile I cleaned the bathroom thoroughly,it was really filthy.Then I hoovered upstairs and down thoroughly and made a jacket potato for dinner.Blankets dried and I bought them in and spread them on sofa and upstairs on bed,then I fed the cats and chatted to my niece on text.Now I am so very tired.But at least down.Last night the one thing I did do was rearrange the front room upstairs to facilitate access to the socket needed for the CCTV.I have piled stuff up there to sort the junk from good to throw out junk another day.Slowly my home is getting organised.I am going to try not let the housework build up,do it regularly so it is clean.At least the CCTV is working so that if my narc sister tries to get into my home without my knowledge or permission she can't get away with it anymore,so I have peace of mind now.I feel ok but am really tired now.I have ordered new net curtains for the living room for Easter . I am happy to have got the housework done and I threw away quite a lot of junk and old clothes.I will feel better after I have rested.

Kinda bad. Need a job and don't have one and considering dropping out of graduate school...

I've been holding in a turd for a long time. for so long I now feel sick.
something like that.

Very tired.

Mixed emotions

I feel so stressed, I think my brain is going to explode.

I have some stuff to do for work - it should be fairly quick and easy, but I'm just... going crazy with it, and I don't understand why. It's been like this since last week, and not doing it is affecting the rest of my life (it's like a big roadblock, stopping me from doing the other things I need to do!)

I literally feel crazy. I keep trying to just sit down and do it, and then getting distracted and not doing it.

What's up with my brain? Ughhhhhh.

Batting .500 Which is not bad these days.

Remorseful.

Super tired tonight.

Hungry now.

Sleepy, tired, hungry.

Drowsy and burdened.

I'm feeling ill again. Calling the doctor at 9, see if I can get a visit. The atibiotics are probably to blame, but the cellulitis tends to flare up at night.

I'm not good, and worried.

I woke up tired today,I am waiting for an engineer to come adjust my CCTV.I can't keep up today I am lagging behind.I was told this engineer would turn up between 11am and 11.30am and it is 11.20 and he's not here yet.So I am annoyed I want to get out and get my errands done!

Anxious this morning

I'm sick so I feel pretty crappy.

A little anxious not too bad though

I went to bed angry,slept four hours and the anger has clear,I feel light and refreshed.I am looking forward to getting through the day.At 10am I am at the doctor's surgery to have blood taken for a blood test and at 10.50 I get a review with the diabetes nurse.Then I am visiting my mum and taking her some food,then back to my house for the delivery of groceries.Then in the evening I am having ice creme at Cremes and a coffee and seeing a film,horror,Lords Of Chaos.Should wake me up good!

My doctor told me to stop the remaining 3 antibiotics because they were making me very sick. After nearly 5 weeks of antibiotics and a hospital stay of 5 days in Barnstaple to rid me of cellulitis, my doctor now thinks I may have a different infection associated with sepsis and is sending a phlebotomist to take blood samples. Then it will be a wait for the results.

Consequently because I've felt so ill, washed out and vomity, I've had to stay off the forum. I love you my friends. Please think of me this week until I'm better agaiin and can return.

Love,
Velvet

Mixed emotions mostly anxious

Still sick so blah....

I have heartburn but I just took 2 antacids 1.5 hours ago.