How are you feeling right now #6?

I am feeling a myriad of things amid this global pandemic crisis. And I certain I am not the only one. Anxiety, stress, and worry are at the top of my list.

Sort of nothing. Mind you I just woke up.

I feel alright. I’m worried this depression is going to be hard to come out of though. Plus what if I look a lot different in a couple months due to my transition? How am I supposed to show myself to family and coworkers without having massive anxiety? I may have to switch jobs anyways.

I feel calm this morning. Also, hopeful.

Pretty even-keeled all day.

Reasonably angry

I took 10 milligrams of melatonin at 4AM. I stumbled out of bed 10 minutes ago. I’m wearing shorts and a t shirt and my hair is a complete mess. Physically I am fine. Mentally I am struggling.

Mixed emotions this morning

Feeling lazy and blobby, not wanting to do anything. Nothing a coffee and a shower shouldn't fix, though.

I’m still in the same clothes as yesterday. I’m thinking of taking a shower. My stomach hurts from eating all these Skippy peanut butter bites. Overall I feel ok.

I feel good this morning.

I feel like I ate a bunch of Wow chips.

Not so good atm.

Anxious this morning

I am feeling good but a bit tired.

Scared about virus

Feeling pretty good, surprisingly. I do think my new med actually is helping me more than the old one.

I feel better this afternoon

I can't make friends everyone just ignores me lol I don't know if it's because I'm ugly or boring or both lol so I'm sad lol

I am kind of tired. Just fell asleep (though that was probably good for me).

I feel fine, I just had something to eat. And all this apparent 'social distancing' hasn't effected me in any way whatsoever. I've been social distancing for years now, ha.

Wished I bought what I needed much earlier, like weeks before. Seems like everyone is buying or even hoarding much needed items such as gloves, sanitary wipes , tissues etc.

im feeling so tired... and helpless. im so broke have no money , and need to find R600 from somewhere, before thusday, before we go on nationwide lockdown.. or my boyfirend and are not going to be very welcome at my families home during this lockdown. he just doesnt get it, and he make these stupid selfish mistakes all the time, that i endup paying for... and ive had enough..its exhausting ... i dont have the energy or will power anymore.

I had this weird dream where I went to this farmers market and covid was still going on but we could still go out. And they were handing out hand sanitizers and there was a huge line. I got the last one and this disabled guy was in line behind me and asked if he could have mine. I said yeah since he was the only one left in line. Then he started getting sick and his mom came by and they were just really unappreciative of the hand sanitizer and it got me really down in the dumps. Then I went to the farmers market and realized it was stupid and I didn’t have my phone. Then my mom came by and gave me my $50 I forgot. Then I passed by the guy who wasn’t doing too good.

I feel weird today.

Mixed emotions this morning