Checking in: how are you?

Woke up at 5:30 on Saturday. Yay. That means I slept in. Took an over the counter sleeping tablet last night. Think that helped.

Anxious, anxious, anxious. Even with my new anxiety medicine.

I finished my last steroid (presidone) today. It is such a relief to be finished with it. I was on it for 5 days and it got rid of my viral infection like magic, but it was really starting to kick my *** mental health wise. Mainly I was just irritated and anxious and I knew it would get worse if I stayed on them. Plus I gained 5 pounds and my face looked weird and my sleep has pretty much sucked the whole time and I am like ER type constipated right now. I hope things get back to normal fairly soon now that I've stopped them, and the viral infection doesn't come back.

Not feeling the best. Light headed since stopping an ad.

I am doing sort of ok at the moment. Very grateful for this place to be right now.

I'm a little depressed, but not terribly, and a little anxious, but not unmanageably. I am worried a bit about my therapy appointment tomorrow. So much to cover and so little time.

Just having coffee at my boyfriend’s house and watching squirrels outside

Feeling a bit blah I guess

Very nervous about my therapy appointment coming up in about 45 minutes.

Tired physically but as usual incapable of sleep.

My mood fluctuates between a 4-5 out of 10.

Today I do feel ok. The weekend is near, and I am looking forward to daydreaming on the couch on Saturday

I feel depressed and kind of crappy today. I got really frustrated at work. I didn't understand what one of my bosses wanted or was trying to tell me. And then I went to my direct boss and he didn't know what she wanted either. Too many bosses today.

No energy, either a greif reaction or 2012s suicide depression is coming back

Just got off the phone with customer service trying to retrieve my PIN number. My nerves are shot.

Sad, but better. Have new hope.

It’s Saturday. Let’s celebrate the fact that means no work today!

Very depressed. Chatted with a suicide hotline for a while but it wasn't that helpful.

Used to cope, but since 2018 it has been practically unbeatable. I'm in hell, made mistakes, can blame only myself
Best wishes to others

Bad asthma this morning

I have strep throat. Crap

I'm tired again and I'm coughing and my nose is running now. but I did update some info on a job I applied to. So thats progress. I feel like I can go back to work even if my immune system did go down the hole once I hit 30 last month.

I probably should have gone for my blood work today. I'm already a day late.

hope you all feel better soon

Thanks Willow, I started antibiotics. I have fever and that’s the worst. I’ve been in bed watching tv all day after coming back from the clinic. I never lie down like this. So dang sick. I even ate in bed which is pretty ridiculous

brings divine a cup of tea or coffee in bed