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Old Nov 15, 2024, 12:38 PM
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I'm doing okay but my emotions are FLAT thanks to meds.
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Old Nov 16, 2024, 09:36 AM
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I am feeling overwhelmed when I started trying to clean out my three junk drawers in my dresser
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Old Nov 16, 2024, 12:51 PM
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I am feeling overwhelmed when I started trying to clean out my three junk drawers in my dresser
Maybe try just one drawer in one day and not try to do all 3? That’s what I do. Or do what you can and continue the next day.

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Old Nov 17, 2024, 06:39 PM
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Maybe try just one drawer in one day and not try to do all 3? That’s what I do. Or do what you can and continue the next day.

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good idea
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Nov 23, 2024, 05:50 PM
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I feel like I never fully woke up today. I had caffeine and I did other stuff to stay active, but I was just sleeping a lot of the day and I'm still pretty tired and its early.

My moods and depression are good.
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Old Nov 23, 2024, 06:24 PM
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Up and down all day. Maybe, maybe leveling out a bit now I've got dinner in the oven.
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Old Nov 23, 2024, 07:54 PM
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I have tried to stay away from my niece who is a bully who’s have anger issues
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 14, 2024, 05:40 PM
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I'm a little bit crabby.
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Old Dec 20, 2024, 03:11 PM
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I've been unbearbly cold I was seriously thinking of stealing the hotel throw blanket. I'm just tired in general today.
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Old Dec 22, 2024, 05:55 AM
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Yoyoing mood. First Christmas in a long, long time that's totally flatlining for me. I always liked Christmas...even during tough times. Old memories always made up for the negative stuff. Stable memories from early life. I'm not crushed but I tellya...it does NOT feel like Christmas in my heart.
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Old Dec 22, 2024, 09:44 PM
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I am trying to let go off my grief of my mother whose anniversary of her passing tomorrow
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 26, 2024, 03:07 PM
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I don't get what my issue is today. I just don't want to do anything. Including eating or drinking much of anything. Or getting out of bed much. I've had the TV on mute on NBC all day. I'm just lying in bed.

Christmas was great. I've seemed to crashed though.
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Old Dec 26, 2024, 03:48 PM
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I would seriously eat a deep dish pizza in order not to feel like this but I am not hungry for anything.
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Old Dec 26, 2024, 05:04 PM
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On the whole I'm going well thanks. I had three guys over at my place xmas eve, three trusted new friends, just nice guys, and it was really special for all of us four 'non social people'.
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Old Dec 28, 2024, 12:09 AM
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Napped a few hours. Projectile vomited 4 times. Napped another 3 hours. Yeah....
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Old Dec 29, 2024, 09:18 PM
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I don’t want to declutter my closet anymore or my bookshelf
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 31, 2024, 01:05 AM
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Doing great today, one of the nicest days I've had in a long time. (touch wood there's still 5 more hours left yet)
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Old Jan 02, 2025, 09:36 PM
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Doing great today, one of the nicest days I've had in a long time. (touch wood there's still 5 more hours left yet)
wish that I had been that lucky
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jan 06, 2025, 09:41 AM
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I can't cope today... i am sorry for what i did in my younger days
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Old Jan 10, 2025, 05:12 PM
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I'm just really bored today. I did 805 reps with my ab roller because there was nothing else to do. I listned to so much music. Fridays are always kinda tough.
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Old Jan 15, 2025, 10:13 PM
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I had some anxiety today
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jan 21, 2025, 03:58 PM
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I don't know how I feel. I'm getting out of the house without anxiety which is a huge improvement and I'm sleeping fine. But I just feel overall blah. But I'm able to cope with things
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Old Jan 27, 2025, 04:00 PM
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Going well this morning, managed to keep my demons in check, and it's been a good morning. Let this be the foundation for the rest of the day God.
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Old Jan 28, 2025, 03:34 PM
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I have been journaling so that I could figure out what are my triggers
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jan 30, 2025, 01:41 PM
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I was told last week that I'm autistic and have to live with it and I can't.
And I saw a Dr online and she wanted me to look into Functional Medicine and I contacted several Drs and they told me they don't take Medicare when their profile said they do take it!
My nights have been absolutely horrible since I took Prozac two years ago!!!
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