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#151
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Took a walk in the woods today. I live on DE-Chesapeake Canal and there are lots of birds around here and deer, racoons, skunks. Cranes, geese, hawks, buzzards, eagles, cardinals, bluebirds, etc.
Then napped all afternoon and it was horrible. I don't want to wake up when I sleep. Prozac destroyed my sleep 2 years ago. Then sold some more stuff on eBay.
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#152
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I'm kinda just treating this time as another covid. Yeah I'm freaked out and nervous and feeling uncertain. But I'm just watching reality TV and not the news. At least this time I can leave my house.
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#153
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#154
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Freaking out.
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#155
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I'm relieved. I just renewed my drivers' license this morning. It always stresses me out because they do these weird tests to see your reflexes and eye-hand coordination. I always feel like I will fail.
I'm not from this country and have an unusual name. I never come across people from my home country in my little town here. So, the doctor was very interested in chatting with me about where I was from and the origin of my name. He passed me. I'm never sure if I pass because I really passed or because I'm "exotic". At least I won't have to deal with that for another six years. |
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#156
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#158
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Falling apart a bit today. My mom called me a conundrum or something. Since the shyt I'm going through isnt supposed to happen to a guy my age.
I need to go touch grass
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#159
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I'm tired today. I didn't sleep the greatest and I am not in the mood for caffeine.
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They say that we're out of control And some say we're sinners But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms Sam Smith-Fire On Fire |
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I'm wearing my old glasses today. They aren't 100% great but they seem to calm things enough that I'm not in a physical or mental panic from migraines and stomach stuff.
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They say that we're out of control And some say we're sinners But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms Sam Smith-Fire On Fire |
#161
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I'm wearing my glasses again. So things are pretty much ok. Things were a bit rough earlier when I didn't have them on but I took some anti nausea meds and now I feel fine. I am washing my blankets because of all the rice cakes I've been sleep eating. Theres worse things to be sleep eating.
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They say that we're out of control And some say we're sinners But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms Sam Smith-Fire On Fire |
#162
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I'm just a little bit cranky today. My blood pressure has been pretty high all day, and I keep rubbing my eyes because they feel sunburned. I read some stuff and I know what I need to do to lower everything.
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They say that we're out of control And some say we're sinners But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms Sam Smith-Fire On Fire |
#163
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I am crying quite a lot despite not being on my period
Trying to control my behaviours as an adult, owning almost nothing after almost 8 years of hell I am really struggling to find a job and my younger self would have never imagine ending up in this hell and family hell Nobody can help me, placing services can't help a person of my age
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#164
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Feeling very depressed and hopeless. But just keep pushing on... like I have a choice not to! Lol keep your head up and if you're reading this i hope your days to come are full of blessings and happy experiences!
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#165
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I'm sleeping a lot. I did cut out a lot of caffeine so it could be caffeine withdrawel. I was depressed but I'm feeling a better now.
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They say that we're out of control And some say we're sinners But don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythms Sam Smith-Fire On Fire |
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
#168
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I haven't been feeling too good physically. Mental health wise I'm fine just a bit unmotivated.
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