5 things...

you wish you could say to 5 different people right now.

1. I miss you
2. I love you
3. I need you
4. You hurt me
5. You're beautiful

1. ((((soulmate)))
2. ((((Adam)))))) (my son)
3. ((((((Dad)))))
4. step mom
5. God

1. why?
2. just love me
3. back off
4. wish you were still here
5. thank you

1. I wish I felt like life had meaning beyond the perpetuation of more life.
2. Maybe time isn't long. Maybe it's wide.
3. I didn't write what's written between the lines.
4. When you bark complaints at me I feel completely alone.
5. I hope you're nothing like me.

Cyran0

1. I love you and i want you to love me too
2. How could you do that? why would you do that?
3. Do you know how you have affected me and destroyed me?
4. God loves you and thats all that matters, you are beautiful the way you are and when you hurt yourself it hurts me.
5. mom i need your help so bad

1. I'm here for you
2. Don't worry, I'll help figure things out
3. I'm sorry, I didn't understand
4. Thank you
5. I miss you

Thank you for keeping us warm
I love our friendship
You mean soooooo much to us
Your my kind of ppl
How did I deserve someone like you

1. I love and trust you with my life, heart and soul (God)
2. I love you and respect you so very, very much (my son)
3. I wish with all my heart, I could make things better for you..
4. you have brought joy and happiness into my life - thank you
5. May you ... ask for forgiveness from God and yourself.. for the pain that you inflicted upon me... so you may have peace in this life and your afterlife....

1. Be patient in all things.
2. There is more Joy in loving than being loved.
3. Forgive at every opportunity.
4. Change as often as you forgive.
5. Find passion in the simple reality of being alive this very moment.

Lenny

1. My love for you is undying
2. My respect for you knows no boundaries
3. My heart grows bigger every day because of you
4. My understanding may not be your truth
5. My faith in you will never cease

I wish I could say to 5 people....

1) I was wrong
2) I love and miss you
3) Yes, I would love to accept this position (I let an opportunity slip)
4) You have changed my life
5) No. (tend to let bad things go on too long)

1. I really miss having you around. I am 200% honest when I say I really do hope that things get better for you, and that you have a fantastic life, because you have SO much potential. I feel like you made my life a little bit better when I met you.
2. I really miss you so much. While I am excited for the future, I am also sad because I know it will be the last time you will be around. I really hope you can still be in my life later on because I need you, and I can't imagine what it would be like to not talk to you every day. To me, you are one of God's greatest gifts.
3. Can't you see I need help? You say that what I'm going through is 'normal' when it is far from that. I don't like talking to you anymore, and I'm sorry but I just don't like being around you. After living with me for 17 years I thought you would notice what is wrong with me, but you don't even know the half of it. You can't just say "You can't do that anymore." and make me promise not to. Aren't you smart enough to figure out that I'm lying to you?
4. I am so glad I have you. You are the best in the world. Even though you worry about everything, I still think you are the best. If I lost you two years ago like I thought I would I don't know what I would do without you.
5. I miss you...a lot. I wish you were still with us. I know my mom misses you a lot too. I really wish I had more time with you, and most of all I wish I could have said goodbye to you. Don't worry, I will never forget about you and how wonderful of a person you were.

I was going to write one to God, but then I realized: I don't have anything I wish I could tell God because whenever I want to tell him something, I do. =]

1. i wish i could take your pain away i just love you so much, i really hope you survive becuase i cant live without you
2. im sorry there is conflict inside about you, i kno you and your family have always protected me, took me away from conflict and pain and i thank you for that
3. im sorry we never talk any more, i wish we were closer
4. i wish you would have listened when i told you about me, i wish that you would have cared
5. i want to thank you so much for trying to always be there, i just wish i didnt need your support, i see it draining you and biting away at your life

1. I hate you
2. I hate you too
3. I hate you a lot
4. You are an idiot
5. I hate you the most!

1. I wish you were still here with me..not dead and gone
2. Why did I listen to you lies..you were supposed to be my friend
3. No I'm not okay..help me
4. Why don't you belive me when I tell you what is wrong??
5. How dare you ridicule my beliefs!!

1. I don't understand why I can't feel or when it happened. I want to say that I'm sorry, I want to tell you how scared I am for me, for you, for both of us-- but I just can't. It's not there right now and I'm so sorry for that.

2. You have done more for me than anyone I have known-- made yourself available, allowed me to be me in all forms, accepted who I am, stayed with me through all of that. Thank you and I think I might love you for all of that.

3. You are truly my hero. I love you so much and I don't know what the hell I will ever do when the day comes that you are no longer here. I think about that often. I wish I didn't, but I do. I just love you so much. There is so much of you in me. I am grateful for that.

4. I have loved you always, but hated most of the things that you did (or did not) do. All I wanted was for you to care just enough to get help. I don't get so angry anymore. Just sad.

5. You have become one of the people closest to me. I feel connected to you in a million different ways, but I still %#@&#! hate you for what happened that night.

1. How could you do this to me?
2. How is it possible for you to be so incredibly self-deluded that you don't think you did anything wrong?
3. I have thought of you every single day for the past 21 years and hope you know I did what I did out of love.
4. I miss you so freaking much that 3 years later, I still can't look at your picture without bursting into tears. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. Times one kabillion zillion jillion, forever. Nothing is the same without you.
5. Thanks.

1. I love you, and I always will.
2. I'm nothing like you, and no matter what you said, I'll never become you.
3. I'm sorry.
4. I know what happened isn't my fault, and that I never said goodbye, but you taught me more then you realize. Thanks.
5. I won't let you win, you can't bring me down.

1. I'm sorry I could not make it to your funeral.
2. Get help, or I am gone, and done.
3. Why aren't you more involved with us? We miss you.
4. Why did you come back? You complicated things.
5. I still love you very very much.

1. Shut up
2. Go away
3. I hate you
4. Hey
5. Whats up

I'm hope my post wasn't to mean.