[anjelmarie]

My mom is gone 4 years on Monday and I feel like it was yesterday. I don't know why, or if my siblings feel the same way because we are estranged now because of things that happened when my mom got sick and then when she died. I feel very alone and I miss my mom. I also feel guilty that I didn't do as much as I feel I should have while she was alive. This is torture, the feelings. Right now I am sitting here alone and crying. I don't know how to get pass this and stop letting it get to me as much as it does. When will it get better???

[pinkyxxxxxx]

hi anjel. i am so sorry 4 your loss.i dont know when it starts to get better i only wish i did or does the heartache ever get better.i sufferd a huge loss just a year ago and i still cant come to terms with it also.i really feel 4 u.everybody deals with it in different ways i suppose and some take a lot longer to get over the death of a loved 1 but will never 4gt.much love to u babes xxxx

[Gabi925]

When you'll be ready... But you are not alone here.

[Rhapsody]

As long as you are able to continue on with life (have a life) then feeling the pain from time to time is ok.... its your heart loving that of a past loved one.

It has been 12years since my daughter passed away and I still (from time to time) feel the sting of that loss and cry.