Getting on with life.

My girlfriend and best friend of my life, was murdered on Mar 4,2012 at 9:04p.m. Since that day i stopped living,I very rarely leave my house,only for Dr. apps. Tess is her name, she and i went everywhere she drove her car and picked me up at my house.We would go for no less than 6hrs at a time it would take my husband 45mins just to unload the car. Tess worked at Dollar General and would come over after work for a little while and on her days off we would usually do something or she would just come over. My husband and i dont do things together and we barely have a conversation so Tess meant the world to me.I cant seem to live without her im so lonesome for her i cant leave the house hardly. She left so sudenly i never said goodbye her husband called me the next morning at 10:00and told me . I have nobody to talk to cause my husband has no compasstion that is just how he is so i dont grieve or talk about it .I feel dead i miss her my best friend in the whole world what can i do ?

I'm so sorry you are hurting. It must be very tough for you when you feel you have no support at home.

I am here and listening. I hope it brings you some relief to express yourself.

Are you able to connect with the loving parts of yourself that cared for Tess?

Take gentle care of you.

oh Gerrie~! my heart goes out to you. it sounds like you are still in shock, that is normal. your job now is to grieve. let out that river of pain and loss. you will be able to see better when you have let it out~

Dearest Gerrie ~ I'm so very sorry. I too lost my best friend of 60 YEARS early this year, and I miss her so much! I met her when I was 4 years old. Life isn't the same without her.

Gerrie, will you do something for me? Please call Hospice. They have the best grief counselors!!! They will be glad to talk to you, and I think you DO need a grief counselor, my friend. Sometimes we need help dealing with the death of someone we love. I talked with one of them when my husband died, and they helped me immensely!!! So please give them a call, will you?

I wish you all the best Gerrie. Will you please let us know what happens? I'd really like to know -- honestly! You can private message me if you like. But please call them. I'm concerned about you. God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee

I am truly sorry for your loss.