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Apr 22, 2007, 04:55 AM
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After much debate and turmoil ive decided to post after not really posting for a good 2/3 days...the reason being 3 days ago i almost lost myself...
i almost died...by my own hands....i was soo close ...so close that if i didnt force myself to keep my eyes open i wouldnt be posting here right now...im dealing now with the physical consquences...and the emotional backlashes of surviving...it was horrible...it IS horrible ...i guess i just needed to get that out and in the open...ive been here pretty much alone except for one member here (and she knows who she is God bless her) who knew and held my hands and supported me and kept me going strong...what she doesnt know was she was one of the reasons i kept forcing myself to keep my eyes open and to keep myself breathing ....and for that i thank her...every day has been a struggle for me since that night...a struggle for me...a struggle for her...a struggle for my boyfriend...i just had to post....and to post that.. i cant believe i survived...... thank you, love, Inny
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Apr 22, 2007, 08:56 AM
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am glad the out come of your depression is good, but am feeling abit shook, but the fact that we, and several other ppl here have been VERY supportive to you and you only focus on one person, remember you have many ppl here who care
Iris
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Apr 22, 2007, 08:57 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((inny)))))))))))))))))))))))))
i love you sweety always and forever i will always hold ur hand i will always be right here your so strong and brave and im so proud of you |
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Apr 22, 2007, 09:10 AM
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Iris im sure inny is aware that so so so many ppl care about her here at pc
i think its great that she was able to trust some one person here with what she was going thru during the last few days that is massive and scary |
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#5
Apr 22, 2007, 10:45 AM
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((((((((((INNY))))))))))
So glad you are still here with us........Your friend she is a angel herself.......May you both find peace.......you two are the best! |
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Apr 22, 2007, 01:36 PM
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I'm so glad you're still here with us today. You're a sweet person and we don't want to lose you. Keep your head high and I hope all good comes you way.
Love, Jessica
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Apr 22, 2007, 03:12 PM
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((((((Everyone)))) Thanks for replying ..this has been quite a tender and very scary post that i did and i was literally putting my heart out on a string....thank God no one cut it down lol ....
Notthemama.....i want to fully acknowledge that EVERYONE here has been such wonderful supportive friends to me and that they all are brave and strong in themselves and they are not forgotten in my heart or in my memory..its just it was this one incident only that was so tender and gentle and like Bronee said..."massive" i was unable to tell anyone else even though i know that they would have helped me as much as that one person did..unfortunatly one of my bad qualities is that when i am in the most trouble and in the most pain i tend to drawl into myself and maybe confide in ONE person ..if im lucky... please forgive me.
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Apr 22, 2007, 03:34 PM
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<font color="purple"> ((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))) </font>
I for one am glad that YOU are still with us, and I am sending all the LOVE I can your way.... for I have been where you are at right now and it is a scary place. Stay SAFE.......................... WE are here for YOU!! |
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#9
Apr 22, 2007, 03:40 PM
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thank you guys sooo much (((notthemama))) (((bronee)))
(((muffy))) (((littlemissjess))) (((Rhapsody)))
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Apr 22, 2007, 09:01 PM
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Hey, Inny.... we haven't had any contact on the forums, really, but I had to post something after seeing this. Overcoming what you did.... that is INCREDIBLE, and it shows an amazing amount of inner strength and bravery.
 Thank you for pulling through, for being that brave, and for sharing that with me, and all of us. You're an amazing person, and I am SO GLAD I'll get the chance to know you better in future!special luck&love, ~muse
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Apr 23, 2007, 02:49 AM
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thanks muse
i cant wait to get to know you better as well....thank you for your support
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Apr 23, 2007, 02:54 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((inny)))))))))))))))))))))))
i'm so glad you are alright. i'm so sorry i haven't been on this weekend i was in hospital. sending you gentle hugs and all of my love to you and the people who helped you through. you are so special inny, please dont ever forget that. love you x millions -- -- -- -- |
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Apr 23, 2007, 09:13 PM
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((((((((((Inny))))))))))))
I'm glad you're still here. I'm very glad you checked in too... I was worried about you. Nobody deserves to have to suffer like that in silence. Please take care of yourself, and if you ever need someone to talk to ... send me a PM. I'm quite willing to listen. 
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May 02, 2007, 06:05 PM
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((((((((((((INA)))))))))
I am very sorry you are struggling. I am very sorry that you are having to go through all of this at this time. Take care of yourself. Soidhonia
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