[confused4ever]

Friday will be two years since mom died. It feels like yesterday, the memories are back, the feelings are back. She lived with my family and I for 15 years, she was with us through the birth of all my children, I was with her right to the end of her life, staying with her 24/7 making all the medical decisions, it was so hard, so hard to watch her go. So hard to be the one to make the decsions, I thought I had come to terms with this, but the closer that Friday comes, the worse I feel. I can't see her in any other way but the months and days before she died........I feel so lost, and sad, and missing mom!

[lenjan]

It's tough for sure. When your last memories of your parent are so traumatic, it's even tougher. I go through the same thing thinking of my dad and it has been 8 years for him.

Try to be extra-nice to yourself on Friday. Please feel free to PM if I can help somehow.

(((((((((((((confused for ever))))))))))))

so sorry you are sad and missing your mom. sending a hug your way,

love, jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo

[confused4ever]

Thanks.....miss mom yes......I know she isn't suffering anymore, but it doesn't make it easier for the ones left behind.

[DocClyde]

(((Confused)))